The Pussy Pounders Volume 1 ( A Novella ) Read Free

my face.” I said with an
attitude.
    “ I can't think of anywhere
else I need to be...or would rather be Antoinette.” Adam said
walking towards me and pulling me into his arms. “ I need you.
You’re the only woman I have ever loved and you know it. So stop giving me ultimatums
about work. You know that's not who I am. It's what I do Antoinette....and I
did a lot of it for you. Before you even knew what I
did... and after.
I'm not throwing that up in your face but it's the truth. If you
love me stop using it against me. You'll never make me feel guilty
for making sure we eat. For putting a roof over our heads no matter
what way I choose to do it.”
    “ If you love me like you
say you do, why can't you just stop? Do something else. You've made
plenty of money, all of you have made some really good investments.
Next week you three are signing papers taking over the club. After
that what reason could you possibly have to continue? Why are you
refusing to stop working with the Pussy Pounders? Is it because I'm
asking you? You've said before you were going to stop Adam and I've
tried to understand and look past everything since I found out. Not
only because I love you but I love all of you. I'd never judge you. But I can't do it anymore. I'm
trying to be honest about my feelings with you because I love
you...I want us to be together but I don't want to share the man I
love sexually anymore. I can't do it....and I'm not going to wait
around for you to choose me either. If I said right now I was going
to start taking appointments and sleeping with men you would never
stand for it. I wouldn't make it to one client before you dumped me
and you know it Adam.”
    “ You damn right because
you'd be doing it for other reasons than when I started. As far as
me Cortez and Sean are concerned we do so don't have to think about
money. I am going to stop. When I've made a certain amount of
money,but that's going to be when I say so. Not because you're forcing my hand and
threatening me. Here's the thing, you know everything about me.
Shit I don't even want you to know about me you know due to circumstances. At the end
of the day Toni, if I stop, it's still not going to erase the
things I've done. I've still slept with women, are you going to
constantly throw it up in my face?The last time we had sex the
minute it was over you were asking me had I done the same things
with clients. What's going to ever change about that with you?
You're the one person I expect to see past all the bullshit and you
can't. I know it's a lot to take. I know I've asked more from you
in this situation than I ever could but damn, you said you'd try.
Is this really about what I've been doing or do you just want
someone else?”
    Adam was right. I knew every
detail about his life. The one secret they'd all kept from me was the Pussy
Pounders. I found out about that missing detail three months after
I'd already started having sex with him and was completely head
over heels, no turning back in love with him. Like an idiot not
thinking ahead about how I would feel about it later, I of course I
excepted it because I love him...and them .
    “ Adam how could you even
ask me that? I wish I could tell you I wanted another man...I really do. I wish I
could walk away from you,just go back to us being friends but I'm
never going to see you as anyone other than the man I was made to
be with. You don't even consider how this fucks with me mentally
knowing what you're doing. I've even started therapy! You know
about my mom, you know how she was killed and how I had to live
with that type of environment every day. Why would you want me to
be in this position?” I asked looking at him sadly and remembering
the night our friendship changed forever a year ago.
    “ You know what
Antoinette,stop right there and let's keep it real. You needed
therapy way before you started fucking me. So don't try to put your
fucked up childhood on me. If that's the case I'm going to lay all
my