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shit from the past on you too. Right about now it seems like
you're trying to do the same thing to me the woman I hate most in
this world did.”
    ***
    Sean
    “ What the fuck is wrong with
you Lisa? You're my girl and I love you but the situation with this
Sean person is getting out of hand!” Carmen said taking a sip of
her wine.
    “ I know Carmen please don't yell. I
really don't need this right now, I feel bad enough as it is.” Lisa
said agitated, looking towards the entrance of the Moroccan, one of
the hottest night clubs in San Antonio. A club she'd begged her best friend to
meet her at for the evening. In the hopes of seeing Sean in an
environment in which she wasn't paying for his time. Carmen insisted on driving
her own car in case Lisa ended up hooking up with Sean that
night....or if she got too bored and wanted leave.
    “ Lisa I'm really trying to
understand this situation. It's so unlike you! You've been paying a man for sex? He's
a goddamn hooker... and now you think you're in love? What kind of
madness is this coming from you?” Carmen said speaking loudly to be
heard over the music.
    Dammit! I almost wish I'd
never told Carmen anything! I just needed someone to talk to, not
be judged.
    “ Look Carmen, I explained
this to you the best way I can. I know it sounds crazy to you. So I
understand if the whole idea makes you uncomfortable but since
meeting Sean...,”
    “ You mean since you hired Sean.” Carmen said
looking Lisa dead in her face.“ Lisa I was listening to every word
you said. You're my girl, you know I'm in your corner for any
problem you have. I'm here for you but this right here? Now that
you've told me what you've been doing, I refuse to let you believe it's more
than what it is. The man is a gigolo! He's only seeing you because
you pay him. If
you're not paying him he's not going to see you!” Carmen said
exasperated.
    “ Well I have to try
Carmen. No one has ever made me feel like this... ever .” Lisa said tearing
up. “ Do you know for years I've thought something was wrong with
me? I've had sex with men before and to never have had an orgasm?
Of any kind with a man? It was embarrassing. I felt like a freak.
You have no idea what it's like to fake orgasms each and every time
just so a guy doesn't think you're a pathetic loser or get insecure
with himself because they know they haven't pleased you. That's the
real reason Tarik broke up with me. He said he couldn't see
spending the rest of his life with a woman who was “sexually
repressed”. I was embarrassed to even tell you the real reason we
broke up. All the mind blowing sex you're always tell me about with
Hasaan and I'm sitting there like an idiot because I really have no
idea what you're talking about. Sean knows exactly what to do. I'm
finally experiencing what I've heard all my friends bragging about
for years and yes...I do want more. From him . I do, I'm not even going to try
and front. I need him in my life. We do talk you know. It's not
like the minute we're done he gets his clothes on and leaves. I
just need him to see me as more than a client. I need him to see me
dressed,having fun and I think we could make it work. I want him to
see me as a woman that does have a lot going for herself... as an
asset. I really do.” Lisa said. “ I could be making a mistake but
if I am I need to find that out on my own. Carmen I really need you
to support me on this....please.”
    Carmen couldn't help but
notice the pleading, desperate look on her friends face. It really
broke her heart to see Lisa this way because she was a good woman.
Beautiful,smart with a great paying job at a top advertising
agency...hell she was making too much money evidently if she had money to blow on
male hookers!
    “ Lisa I love you, so you
know I have only your best interest at heart. I'm not going
to discourage you
from doing what you want to do. When it's all said and done you're
a grown ass woman and you can spend your hard earned money any