lasting through the years, stronger than your average marriage, was not an option for a nomad like herself.
âLook, letâs skip dinner. You go ahead to the hospital, Amel.â
âI canât do it anymore, Livie. I wonât. Alexis is a brick wall when I try and talk to her about it, Jack is a zombie, and the oncology team is dead set on prolonging the agony â thereâs nothing I can do. Letâs go have dinner and a drink. Or two.â
âYouâre sure?â
âWe absolutely have to talk. Iâve been googling all afternoon. Iâll tell you over dinner, Livie, but there are entire websites devoted to this stuff.â
âThis stuff?â
âPhone calls from the dead.â
THREE
T he Wolf Creek Grill specialized in hamburgers grilled with melted blue cheese, portabella mushroom sandwiches, wood fired pizzas and house brewed beer. Amelia ordered the Asian Sesame chicken salad, which came with a side of fruit, and Olivia was not surprised that Amelia had been continuously stealing shoestring French fries off Oliviaâs plate. Olivia had ordered the Swiss mushroom burger, and set the bun aside, eating onions, mushrooms and meat. She was not in favor of salad for dinner, and did not care for any fruit except mangoes. She was happy to share her fries. She would have preferred mashed potatoes, because mashed potatoes, mustard sandwiches, and bread and butter pickles were her particular comfort foods, but the Wolf Creek Grill had none of these. It was hard to find bread and butter pickles anywhere but the south.
âMama?â Teddy said. âAshley just texted me. She and Amber are going to the Marble Slab. Can I go over there too? Like a goodbye thing? Iâve had all I want to eat, I promise, Iâm full, and itâs right next door, so Iâll be safe.â
Olivia glanced at Teddyâs cheeseburger. Three bites, maybe four, but little ones. Sheâd made inroads on the fries. âOkay, but you stay there, in the ice cream shop, till I come over and get you. Donât go
anywhere
else. Here.â Olivia dug her wallet out of her purse. âHereâs five bucks.â
Amelia shuddered. âFive dollars for ice cream. The world has gone mad. And while weâre digging in purses, let me give you your mail.â
âAmelia, Iâll be right back. I just need to walk Teddyââ
â
Mother
. I can walk next door by myself.â Teddy stuck the money in her pocket, and headed out, then turned back. âThank you, Mama.â
Olivia watched Teddy walk out of the restaurant, craning her neck a little when her daughter went out the door.
âSouthern children are so polite.â
âOnly if you beat them.â
âSeriously. How is she doing?â
âUp and down. More down than up. Nothing I canât handle.â Olivia did not mention that she was unable to sleep anymore, and lay awake at night, doubting every decision sheâd made. Should she and Hugh have stayed married no matter what? Would moving yet again make things better or worse? There was no question that what Teddy needed was stability. To live in one place, to go to one school, to end the constant moving that was an integral part of life with Hugh. Neither she nor Teddy could get any traction in their lives living this way.
âSheâs struggling, Amelia, and it breaks my heart. She wants to be good, but something inside her wants to be bad too. I hate that term,
acting out
, but itâs exactly what sheâs doing. So. She needs stability and she needs limits, and thatâs what sheâs going to get.â
âStability?â Amelia said. âYouâre moving again.â
âOne last move. So we can go home and stay put.â
Amelia set a small stack of envelopes on the table by Oliviaâs plate and took a sip of her Grey Wolf Ale. âJust keep in mind that things may get worse before they get better. And by