was petite and looked to be in her fifties or sixties. âIâm alive. So I guess Iâm still in the game. Who are you?â
âJessââ Had her story reached the Florida Keys? Would she be recognized and hounded here? âJessie,â she amended, giving the nickname her college roommate had used.
âHello, JessâJessie. Iâm Miri. Short for Miriam. Youâre new around here, arenât you?â
Keep it simple. Then leave. âYes. I heard you crying and wanted to make sure you were okay. Are you hurt?â
âNot physically. But Iâve seen better days. Would you like to join me or are you in a hurry to get to work?â
She should lie and leave. But the thought of going back to the empty house, as nice as it might be, didnât appeal. âUm...not really.â
âThen pull up a chair. Iâll get you some coffee. My private stash. Good stuff. I donât share it with just anyone.â
Jessamine searched for the words to politely refuse.
âPlease, Jessie. Todayâs the anniversary of my husbandâs death. Iâm feeling sorry for myself. I need better company than my own right now.â
That made two of them sick of their own company. Empathy twined through Jessamine like the flowering vine sheâd been named after. She studied Miriâs blotchy cheeks and red-rimmed eyes. How could she say no to a grieving widow? A couple of minutes wouldnât hurt, would it? âMaybe a quick cup.â
Miri sprang to her feet and rushed into the building, leaving Jessamine open to an ambush of second thoughts. Brandon would needle her for being a people pleaser again.
The woman quickly returned, shouldering her way through the door carrying a coffeepot and an extra mug. âSit. Please.â
Hoping she wouldnât regret her decision, Jessamine perched on the edge of the chair.
Miri took her seat then poured the dark brew. âIâm sorry you caught me with my pants down, so to speak. Youâd think Iâd be used to waking up alone by now.â
Jessamine clutched the mug rather than offer the hug she suspected the woman needed. The rich aroma teased her senses. She took a sip and let the dark brew roll down her throat. She hadnât bothered making coffee since coming to Florida. It seemed a waste to make a whole pot for one cup. But she immediately decided that would changeâstarting tomorrow.
âIâm sorry, Miri. How long has he been gone?â
âThree years. I miss that old fart.â
The acidic comment startled a smile from Jessamine.
âYou ever been in love, JessâJessie?â
Jessamineâs smile fell. She averted her gaze. Her thumb found her bare ring finger. Yet another thing the lottery win had cost her. She would never know if a man loved her or her annuity. âI thought I was once.â
âThen maybe you know how it is. You love âem. You curse âem. But Jack was mine. And now heâs not. We fought. And we loved. But we fit. Know what I mean?â
She and Aaron had never disagreed on anything until heâd asked her to choose between him and her family. Not something she wanted to contemplate right now. She gulped coffee and scalded her tongue. âHow long were you together?â
âThirty-five years. Sounds like forever, and yet it passed in the blink of an eye. We met when I came down for spring break during college. The weather was horrible, and the boats were stuck in port. He bought me a drink and asked me to dance. Lord, that man could not dance, but heâd been watching me and knew I loved to. So he tried. It wasnât pretty,â she added with a sad smile. âBy the end of that week I was in love. I didnât want to go back to finish my senior year, but he insisted. Said if I didnât come to my senses and still wanted to marry a fisherman after I graduated, heâd be waiting. I came back and he was.â
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