palaceâand my uncle, the king
.
My stomach knotted. âWhy?â
Fatherâs brow furrowed. âYou are a good child most of the time, Lilah, but this inquisitiveness is most unbecoming. You must curb the habit. Well-bred children are polite and obedient. Suffice it to say that we make the journey for your benefit.â
âYes, Father,â I said in my well-practiced Polite and Obedient Voice, though I burned with indignationâand with questions that I knew would not be answered. As usual.
âGood child.â He rose, adjusting the satin edges of his cuffs. âSleep well.â
As soon as he had clacked down the stairs, I hopped out of bed and inspected the tray. Broth and medicine: from the smell a bitter, nasty willow-bark decoction, suitable for fever and ache. I dumped the medicine out the window. I hoped it wouldnât poison the trees.
The broth I drank as I wondered why we had to go to the capitalâand why
I
should benefit. The dread was even stronger than the questions.
Next came the uneven rhythm of Peitarâs step. That was a surprise. He entered, leaning heavily on his crutch as he always did after climbing the long stairway. His face seemed more drawn than ever, set in an expression of hard-won patience.
From where I sat I could see us framed in my mirror, in some ways so alikeâthe slanted eyes and sharp chin and angled cheekbonesâand in some so different. I was built more like my father. Peitar was just over medium height, dark-haired, and light in build. Like our mother had been. Like Uncle Darian.
I shuddered and did my best to look sick.
âYou donât have to feign illness. Youâre as healthy as I am.â
âYou arenât healthyââ
âSo everyone tells me,â he retorted. âIâm crippled, not sick. Though I admit I use that when I have to.â
âI hate it when you sound like Uncle.â
âI saw you sneak past my window last night, Lilah,â he said mildly.
I sat upright. âYou know?â Peitarâs smile made him look youngerâmore like his nineteen years. Yet the smile didnât quite reach his eyes. âAre you going to tell?â
He shook his head, still smiling. âAh, little sister, how Iâve wished to do the same! What did you find?â
âI met some villagers sneaking around, andââ I stopped short. âWait,
you
want to explore, too?â
âI kept that to myself until I saw you last night. Weâre too good at hiding our real selves, I suppose.â He paused, as if making up his mind about something. âBut weâve been fooling one another when, perhaps, we should be working together.â
âWorking together? How? On what?â
âFirst tell me what you found out, and what you think of it.â
I have loved my brother ever since I was tinyâall the more intensely after our mother died when I was two. He was the one who had given me books to read after Father had forbidden Lizana to continue my lessons. Heâd done it with her unspoken approval, too, telling me all the details about Lasva Dei and the adventurers I admired, and he also practiced Sartoran with me when Lizana was busy. I trusted him more than anyoneâbut then heâd stopped answering my questions.
I told him about meeting Bren, what he had said, and what I had answered. Peitar listened, and when he didnât look angry or shocked, I finished, âSo I ran back here, and I was trying to figure out a way to get over the wall before moonrise tomorrow, and meet this Derek person.â
âI wonder . . .â Peitarâs hand tightened on his crutch. âI wonder if you ought to meet Derek. The problem is, itâs almost impossible to separate him from dangerous circumstances, even just to talk.â
More surprises. âDangerous? Wait, wait! You
know
Derek?â
âYes.â
My insides felt as if someone had