course!â
âGood.â Ozzie said. âGood, Iâm glad.â
Why was she doing this? What was she ashamed of, still being single after all this time? If anyone would understand the way things were, it was Ozzie Randol. Wasnât it? Ozzie had always been one of those people who said things like it was better to be alone than with the wrong person, that there was no man in the world worth compromising oneâs self for. In high school, sheâd snubbed a senior boy named Linus Worthington, who, despite the fact that Ozzie was only a junior, had pursued her relentlessly, smitten with her brash personality and obvious confidence. She hadnât cared a whit that he was older, or that he was so popular that to get an invitation to one of his legendary house parties was the equivalent of achieving a social status of ethereal proportions; sheâd said he just didnât do it for her, period. But had Ozzie ever gone twelve days without talking to anyone in the entire world? Did she know what it was like to hold an animal against herchest, just to feel the soft pulse of breath against her skin, the thrum of a beating heart from inside another living thing? Had she ever gone to bed directly after dinner and prayed for sleep, just so that she didnât have to figure out how to fill one more empty hour by herself?
âHey, is Turning Winds still around?â Ozzie asked, not seeming to notice Noraâs evasive answers. âThey still running the place?â
âNo.â Nora turned as Alice Walker barked from the kitchen, alerting her to her empty water bowl. âItâs just an old empty building now.â
âWow,â Ozzie said. âI can hardly remember what it even looks like anymore. Itâs been so long!â
âFifteen years,â Nora said, holding Alice Walkerâs red plastic bowl under the running faucet.
âFifteen years,â Ozzie repeated. âThatâs practically a lifetime.â
Two lifetimes, Nora thought.
âSo I know it seems crazy that Iâm just calling you out of the blue like this,â Ozzie said, âbut I do have a reason.â
Nora froze. The water spilled over the top of the dogâs bowl and rushed down the sides.
âItâs about Grace,â Ozzie said. âI mean Petal. She goes by Petal now, you know.â
âWait.â Nora shook her head, feeling as though something had drained from inside her chest. She turned off the faucet, set the water bowl down in front of Alice Walker. âGrace goes by Petal now? What are you talking about?â
âShe changed her name. I donât think she went and made it legal or anything, but her husband says she likes to be called Petalnow.â Ozzie paused. âIt could be worse. She could be calling herself Stem. Or Root.â
Nora didnât laugh. âWhy would she change her name?â
âOh, Iâm sure itâs part of that whole artist-persona thing she had going on. You remember.â
Nora did remember. The four of them had been as close as sisters in that house, but she had shared a bedroom with Grace for two years. Nora knew parts of Grace that Ozzie and Monica did not. Parts they might not ever know.
âAnyway,â Ozzie said. âGraceâI mean Petalââ
âJust call her Grace.â Nora felt impatient suddenly, and it startled her. She rarely got impatient. With anyone. âI mean, at least to me. Petalâs . . . I donât know. Itâs too weird.â
âOkay, so Graceâs husband called me last night, and we talked for a long time. Over an hour, Iâd guess. They live right outside of Chicago now; I donât remember where, exactly. Somewhere in the suburbs, I think. Anyway, the point is, sheâs not doing so well.â
Nora held her breath, as if to block the pinprick of fear rising behind it. âCan you be more specific?â
âSheâs . . . well, her