husbandâhis name is Henry, by the wayâsaid that she was in the hospital.â
âSheâs sick?â
âYeah, but not physically sick,â Ozzie said. âIt was a mental hospital. She tried to kill herself, Nora. Just a few months ago.â
The pinprick exploded into a flash of heat that spread out across the front of Noraâs chest and down into her stomach.
âAnd it was no joke, either,â Ozzie continued. âYou know how some people kind of do it half-assed because they donât knowhow to ask for help and making a few scratches on their wrist is the only way they can get anyone to take them seriously? Well, Grace wasnât asking for anyoneâs help. Henry said he found her hanging in the closet. She was blue. Her eyes were bulging out of her sockets.â
Nora blocked a cry that was trying to escape from her mouth with the side of her fist. It just didnât seem possible. Grace had always been horrified by death. Once, when the two of them had been walking back to Turning Winds from school, they had come across a dead bird lying on the sidewalk. It was a sparrow, small and brown, with tiny feet that curled up under it like fern fronds. There was no sign of violence, no mark that gave any indication as to how it had died, and for a moment, as Grace sank down next to it, Nora had been sure it would wake up and fly away. It hadnât, of course, and when Grace turned to her, her wide face stricken, and said, âWhat do you think happened ?â she hadnât known how to answer.
âWhy? â Nora asked now. Her voice was a whisper.
âHenry said theyâve been having a lot of problems,â Ozzie said. âI mean, obviously. But I think sheâs been struggling with depression for a while. And then she just had a baby this past May. Henry thinks it was postpartum depression mixed in with everything else. I guess it made her suicidal.â She paused. âIf he hadnât come home when he did that day, weâd all be meeting up again at her funeral instead of talking like this.â
Just for a moment Nora wished Ozzie had learned not to speak so bluntly. And then, in the next breath, she was glad she hadnât. Ozzie had always been the one who said the things that the rest of them could not.
âShe has a baby then?â Nora pulled at the soft skin along her throat.
âYeah. A little girl. Henryâs parents have been taking care of her until he can get things sorted out, I guess.â
âIs Grace back home? Or is she still in the hospital?â
âNo, sheâs been home for a while. Since the end of July, I think. Henry said sheâs really been making progress. But he also said that he was worried she was starting to relapse again.â
âRelapse?â
âYou know, reverting back to her old behaviors. Crying a lot, not sleeping. Especially in the last two weeks or so. I think heâs scared.â
âWell, he should bring her back to the hospital!â Nora stood up and raked her fingers through the top of her hair. âWhatâs he doing calling you?â She bit her lip, realizing how that sounded. âI mean . . . youâre not a doctor. He should be calling her doctor, right?â
âHeâs done that.â Nora could hear a catch in Ozzieâs voice. âHer therapist, too. They upped her meds, and theyâre monitoring her pretty closely. Henry says rough patches are normal; that theyâll come and go.â
âOkay,â Nora said uncertainly.
âHereâs the thing, though, Nora. Henry says that she just wants us. If he said it once last night, he said it ten times. Apparently Grace keeps telling him over and over again that all she wants is to see the three of us.â
âThe three of us?â Nora repeated. âYou mean you and me and Monica?â
âUh-huh. Thatâs why he called.â
Nora let her hand fall from the back of