another assignation with the sea. The
sea, the sea, the beautiful, lonely, endless sea, Kurt's first love, which was leading him to forsake his second and
true for its sad, empty, rippled bosom. . . . lager's stem
slowly swung away from the pier.
"Cast off number one." Stay-at-homes scurried on the drizzled pier as the last mooring line was freed. The
forecastle bustled as the Sea Detail hauled it in and
stretched it for eventual drying. The proud old lady was
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on her way to her ancient lover,. Neptune, Poseidon,
Dagon, god of a thousand names, who dwelt where shat-
tered towers lie. .. . "Fair Atlantis ..."
"What?"
Kurt blushed when he saw Otto had overheard, embar-
rassed by having his daydreams aired like a lumber-room
carpet. "Nothing." He turned to his chart table, leaving Kapp bewildered. Otto had grown into a hard, practical
man who was often bewildered by Kurt's lack of change
since childhood.
"All back one-third. Rudder 'midships."
Jager backed down slowly till she reached the center
of the fairway, then stopped and used her engines to swing
her bow to the proper heading for leaving harbor. During
a lull in engine orders and rudder changes, Kurt glanced
up from his log. Karen and Frieda had become tiny
figures waving pathetically, almost indistinguishable for
rain, crowd, and distance. His throat tightened. He sud-
denly feared he would never see them again.
His eyes shifted to the city, ruin forever on, angles and
planes and steel fingers clawing at the sky whence had
fallen the ancient death. Time had worn the sharp edges,
except around the shipyards where the corpses of tremen-
dous cranes and mysterious machines lay like scattered,
corroded, vanquished trolls. The neat little shops and
houses fronting the harbor to the southeast were out of
place and time. Indeed, here, Man was out of place and
time, yet he refused to acknowledge his fall.
Still, Kurt told himself, this was the heart of his civilization. All Europe, he knew, lay wasted from Hamburg
south. The descendants of Germans, Poles, Danes,
Lithuanians, and Latvians lived in small, scattered settle-
ments along the Littoral, the narrow remaining band of
tillable coastal soil, scratching out a meager living. This new country had few cities: Kiel, Kolberg, Gdynia, Dan-zig, a new port city fifty kilometers southwest of ancient
Riga. Kiel was the largest, the capital, with a population
approaching ten thousand.
Jager gathered speed as she nosed down the channel
toward the sea, until she was making fifteen knots. Soon
she entered the passage between Langeland and Laaland,
occasionally sounding her foghorn as warning to the Dan-
ish fishing boats. The sailing craft scuttled from her path.
Wide-eyed men in foul-weather gear watched the iron
lady pass—Kurt leaned against a bulkhead and stared
back through diamond raindrops on porthole glass, filled
with happy memories—and shook their heads. Another
one off to the War. "There, Gregor," Kurt cried, pointing.
"Dancer!" Near at hand was his own boat. He saw curious faces he knew. But, when he turned to his cousin, his
enthusiasm died. Once again he had forgotten and let
familiarity carry him across the line between officer and
crewman. Eyes turned his way, anticipating. Kurt turned
back to the sea, but the fishing boat had now fallen far
behind.
Much to his surprise, Kurt found the mess decks
crowded when he went to supper. He had thought most
everyone would be too queasy to eat. Perhaps they wanted
to get a last fresh meal—without refrigeration, Jager could store only imperishables. Kurt sighed. He should have
come early, to petty officers' mess. He grabbed the seat of
.a man just finished, settled down to his rough meal.
Five minutes later. Otto slipped into the recently va-
cated seat opposite him, said, "Well, we're finally on the way. It doesn't seem real."
Kurt grunted an affirmative through a mouthful of
strudel. Otto avoided
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