beautiful plan was coming apart like wet paper. He and the girl could never get the canoes away from the guards on the beach.
His brain seemed to have stopped working. He didnât know what he was going to do. He had never been so cold in his life. He wondered what was going to happen to them.
âThereâre some people still there,â the girl whispered. âWhat do we do now?â She didnât sound sarcastic. She wanted to know. The cold seemed to solidify into a hard little lump somewhere deep inside him.
âCome on,â he whispered, putting his lips close to
her ear. âWeâve got to get away. Weâre going down into the water.â
âBut I canât swim, I told you.â
âYou wonât have to. Thereâs that log I told you about. Iâll push you.â
The water felt warm, warmer than the air. It made him feel better. He moved quietly, not making any splashes. When he was a few feet out, crouching so that only his head showed, he looked back to see if she was coming.
She came down into the water still wrapped in her blanket, and then let it drift away.
It didnât take long for them to work their way along the shore until the canoes were out of sight. The girl was clutching at him, afraid of the water. He could feel it in her stiff fingers digging into his shoulder.
They found the log just as the moon was setting. There was nothing but starlight now to show the shape of the distant shore. It looked black and lumpy, like a pile of coal.
He dragged the log into the water, trying to be as quiet as he could. It floated awfully low. He wondered if it could actually support them. Overhead, the beam of a flashlight flickered amid the treetops and was gone.
âCome on, now. Donât try to ride it. Just hold on.â
He transferred her grasping hands to the wood. She was making too much noise, gasping and trying to hold her head high out of the water.
âRelax,â he said. âJust try to kind of float along. Just keep your mouth out of the water.â
âIâm afraid. Maybe youâd better go without me.â
âNo,â he said. He didnât try to explain. He knew he was afraid to leave her alone, but even more important, it wouldnât be good enough. He wanted them both to disappear. To disappear completely.
Very quietly, hardly daring to breathe, he walked the log out into the water until the muddy bottom dropped away and there was nothing there at all.
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Margo Cutter, senior counselor, came down to the beach still carrying the bag of clothes. Max didnât shine his flashlight in her face, of course, but he could tell by her voice that it must be grim.
âTheyâre not there,â she said.
Max flipped his cigarette into the water. âWell, they must be somewhere around. They wouldnât try to swim for it, would they?â
âI donât think so. Laura canât swim. Sheâs afraid of the water. What about Howie?â
Max shrugged. âI donât know. He can swim all right, but itâs a mile and a half, and heâs kind of wimpy.â
He knew at once that he shouldnât have said that, because it annoyed Margo and set her off again. âI just donât understand how anybody could have thought that this would be even remotely funny.â
âYeah,â Max said, trying to sound conciliatory. âWeâd better see if we can find them. We should have brought some dope for the mosquitoes. Theyâre pretty bad.â
âI mean it. I donât know what Iâm going to say to her. She told me she wanted to go home, and I told her that
this was such a wonderful place and that sheâd make such wonderful friends. Some friends. I tell you, Max, Iâm ready to quit over this. I never want to see some of those smug little brats again.â
âCome on, Margo. Itâs not that serious. I know it was a dumb stunt, but they didnât mean