day.â
âNot a bad day,â she said. âI just feel sort of blah. Itâs the nights, Paul.â
âThe nights,â he said.
âThe nights.â
âIâm sorry Iâm not there to comfort you,â he said.
âDonât feel sorry,â she said. âIf you were here, you would feel worse. Because you couldnât comfort me.â
âItâs that bad?â
âThatâs what Iâm trying to tell you. Yes.â
Pause at his end of the line.
âI havenât been getting a great deal of sleep myself.â
âLate meetings?â
âThat. And passing through these time zones. Iâve already been out and back once since we last spoke, you know.â
âYou have?â
âYes, a quick trip to Alma Ata and back again.â
ââOut and back,ââ she said. âThat would give me a headache. On top of my headache.â
âI donât have a headache. Iâm just a bit tired. I hope to get some sleep on the plane to Tashkent, but you never can tell about those flights.â
âAbout any flights,â she said.
âRight,â he said.
âSo,â she said.
âWhen are you going to see the doctor?â
âI told you, Iâm having these tests.â
âWhat exactly are they?â
âUrine samples, saliva samples.â
A pause at his end of the line.
âIâd like to sample your saliva,â he said.
âOh, you would?â
âI would,â he said. âAs soon as I get back Iâll conduct some tests on you myself.â
Gina felt it then, a touch of heat at the back of her legs and heat running in slender threads up toward her buttocks.
âIâll be in the waiting room, Doctor,â she said.
âThe nurse will be with you in a minute,â he said.
She couldnât stand it.
âI have to go,â she said.
âAll right,â he said. âWill you be at home tomorrow night?â
âYes, I think so.â
âIâll call you from the airport at Tashkent. Before I drive off into the desert.â
âPaul of Arabia,â she said. âMy hero. Be careful.â
âIâll be fine. Youâre the one I worry about.â
âDonât worry about me,â she said. âIâll be fine.â
Pause.
âDoctor?â
âNurse,â he said right back to her.
Just at that moment another voice came on the line, speaking in Russian.
âPaul?â Gina said.
âCrossed lines,â he said as the other voice faded away.
âBe careful,â she said.
âNo danger, stiff upper lip, tribes in that region are all pacified.â
âI love you,â she said, that heat running up and down her legs.
âI love you, too,â he said. âBye.â
She was jolted awake by turbulence, the airplane descending down a hill of layered air as it made the first approach, according to the captain who spoke over the intercom, to the Frankfurt airport. My first approach, she said to herself, has not been very successful. Slumped in a chair in the waiting area, she slid over the edge of sleep.
2.
He had arrived late on the flight from Moscow, yes. And he was tired, but not any more than the usual discomfort after an overnight flight from Dulles, compounded by a night of eating heavy and drinking hard with the company people. It was the insertion into his schedule of this trip to Alma Ata that added the extra poundage of fatigue. Outbound, he couldnât sleep because of the turbulence. He always told himself that it was just like riding a motor boat that was skipping over rough water. Intellectually that made it seem like a simple thing. But there was just no way that he could find to doze off while they were bumping around up there. And then another heavy meal with some government officials in that mountain city before heading back to the airport and waiting for his return flight