ready or not.â Signaling the others to follow her, she left the dining room.
The men stayed at the table talking, but Aunt Eva and Aunt Rose went into the bedroom in a noisy search.Hannahâs mother was almost as loud looking about the kitchen. They spent minutes calling out to each other about how difficult Aaron was to find this year, until Grandpa Will put his fingers to his mouth and let out a piercing whistle that brought them all back.
Hannah had been waiting at the bathroom door as if on guard. At the whistle, the door opened and Aaron peeked out.
âHannah, Iâm in here,â he whispered.
âBig surprise,â Hannah said, slipping into the room.
âLook where I hid the
afikoman
.â He took the blue cloth out of the dirty clothes basket.
âThatâs disgusting, Aaron, hiding it in someoneâs laundry.â
âThey never even looked in here, Hannah. I flushed the toilet and pretended to be going, and no one came in.â He grinned.
âYouâre so smart, Ron-ron.â Hannah had to laugh at his earnestness. âWhat are you going to ask Poppy for?â
âA baseball glove.â
She knew how much he wanted one. Heâd been saving his Chanukah money and doing extra chores.
âGood choice,â she said. âNo matter what Poppy offers you to buy back the
afikoman
, you hold out for that glove.â She looked at herself in the bathroom mirror, wondering when the braces would come off. This summer, if she was lucky. âI got a Barbie doll dress collection once.â She didnât admit that sheâd regretted it right after. When she turned to say something else, Aaron was already gone.
The rest of the Passover meal was tempting, but Hannah had eaten so much at Rosemaryâs, she only picked at her food. Besides, her head was beginning to throb.
Uncle Sam poured another quarter glass of wine into her glass, then filled it the rest of the way with water for the next blessing. Suddenly she was sure she didnât want any more.
âMy head feels funny,â she said to her mother.
âI told you she was too young for wine,â her mother said with a sigh. âEven watered wine.â
Uncle Sam handed around the large cut-crystal goblet, Elijahâs cup, and everyone poured a little bit of wine from their own glasses into it. When it was Hannahâs turn, she emptied her entire glass.
âElijah can have it all,â she said grandly.
Grandpa Will smiled down the long table at her. âWhat a good girl. For being so unselfish,
you
can open the door for the prophet and welcome him in.â
âI wanted to do that,â Aaron called out. âThatâs the most fun.â
âHannah will do it, Aaron,â Grandpa Will said, âbecause she was so generous with her gift.â
âHe can have my whole cup, too,â Aaron said.
âA sacrifice unasked is so much the greater,â Grandpa Will stated flatly. âCome, Hannah.â
Hannah stood reluctantly. She felt like a fraud. She hadnât given the wine out of generosity, but only because she didnât want it. It was no sacrifice.
âRemember, Hannahleh, we open our door to remind ourselves of the time Jews were forced to keep their doors open to show the Christians we were notpracticing blood rituals. Hah!â His last syllable was a noisy punctuation. âAs if
we
were the bloody ones . . .â
Aunt Eva leaned over and laid her hand quietly on his. It was enough to calm him. He smiled at Hannah. âOpen the door to Elijah, child, and invite him in with an open heart.â
Slowly Hannah moved toward the front door, feeling incredibly dumb. She certainly didnât believe that the prophet Elijah would come through the apartment door any more than she believed Darth Vader, or Robin Hood, or . . . or the Easter Bunny, would. No one believed those superstitions anymore. No one except babies. Like