Fourth of July parade, and then thereâs my 4-H projectsââ
âYou can miss a party for once in your life,â Gram said firmly. âThe floatâll be there when you get back.â
âAnd you never start your 4-H projects until July anyhow,â Mike chimed in, sneaking in under Gramâs arm to snatch a biscuit from the plate she was carrying to the table.
âI do so!â Lori said. âAnd what about the 4-H pigs? Iâm the only one who remembers to feed and water themâtheyâll never make weight if Iâm not around. They might even die.â
âItâd be good for the younger kids to take on some responsibility,â Mom said calmly. âAnd Pop wouldnât let them die.â
âBut why canât we go, too?â Mike complained. Pretty soon Joey and Emma were whining the same thing.
Chuck stopped paying attention.
Iâm going away, he whispered to himself.
The crackle of a loudspeaker brought him back to the present.
âWe are now boarding rows twenty-two and higher,â a womanâs voice announced.
Chuckâs armpits were drenched now. His hair was plastered to his head with panicky sweat.
âIs that us?â he asked.
Mom nodded.
âNo point in rushing to the gate,â she said. âWeâll wait until the lineâs down a little.â
She sounded so sure of herself, one of the other passengers sat down.
Chuck gnawed his left thumbnail.
It was Gramâs fault he was scared.
A few nights ago, when heâd come in late from replanting beans (he hadnât managed to avoid that chore entirely), sheâd given him the supper sheâd been keeping hot on the stove. Then she hovered over him.
âI never got used to Joanie flying all over the place,â she said. âEvery time I heard about a plane crash . . . Well, you know. I read someplace that takeoffs and landings are the most dangerous part. Thatâs when planes crash. So I always make sure I say a prayer anytime I know your momâs schedule, the first and the last fiveminutes of every flight. But now with three of you all flying at once . . .â
Sheâd bit her lip.
Pop came up behind her and ruffled her hair, like she was just as young as Emma.
âNow, Ida, you know Joanie says those planes are always delayed. Probably sometimes when youâre praying that sheâll have a safe landing, sheâs just in the middle of taking off. Donât you worry about confusing God?â
âGod doesnât get confused,â Gram said stiffly. âAnd you know you worry, too, Fred. You canât say you donât.â
âAw.â Pop waved her concerns away. He sat down beside Chuck and began eating the beef stew Gram slid in front of him. âHavenât you seen those statistics about how flyingâs safer than driving? The way this kid gets to daydreaming, heâs probably safer on an airplane than driving a tractor.â
He punched Chuck in the arm, to let him know he was just joking, but Chuck still wanted to protest: I didnât make a single mistake planting this year. Canât you ever forget anything? Next thing you know, youâll be blaming me again for letting the cows out back when I was six.
But Popâs expression softened.
âWonât be the same baling next week without having to restack half your loads.â
That was the closest Pop ever got to mushy and sentimental. Flying really must be dangerous.
âChuck? Chuck?â Mom was saying. âLetâs go.â
Lori was already standingâand making a face that very clearly said, Come on, stupid. Chuck scrambled to his feet. Mom picked up the small bag she was going to carry on to the plane. Chuck wondered if he should offer to carry it for herâbe manly and all that. But she looked so right with the strap slung over her shoulder, bag balanced against her hip. Someone could take a picture of