commanded him to steer me to my release. He liked what he was doing to me and then he slowly entered inside, giving me what I had been asking for.
I had already peaked and the moment he entered; we were one. I rocked him with the intensity of my release. The pleasure washed over me and I simply rested there on the sand, naked and completely at peace. Before I could open my mouth or restart my thinking capacity, he again pushed inside me and I held on to him for my life and for the ride which was going to knock me down.
In a very brief instant, he had learned the ways which could instantly trigger my release and he basked in the glory. I tugged his lips and he let me do that. He was licking my neck and I knew this was the best night I would ever have. However, I needed answers and he seemed to be least interested in offering them.
I decided to play the game this time. I quickly got over him and let my hair fall on his face. I tried pinning him down which was hard because of his muscular built but I knew it turned him on. He liked to see me in charge. I slowly kissed him and then whispered in his ears, “Who are you? Try me. Trust me. Look at me sprawled all over you. Giving everything I have to you. Tell me, who are you Nathan Carter?”
His eyes were now still. They were caramel colored and I could see my face in them. He was gorgeous beyond words. I thought he would get up and leave but he stayed and after a very long pause, he started to talk.
“I can’t tell you who or what I am. You know that I am different but you should also know I am not here to hurt you. If this suffices, I would love to lie down next to you, every night. You excite me. I have watched you since the day you have walked in my office and I have wanted you. I tried avoiding contact for as long as I could but my mind is filled with too many images of you. I had often fantasized about holding you in my arms and kissing the sense out of you. Now that I have done it, I want to do it again. I am not a bad guy. I don’t have criminal records. I am not a stalker or a pervert. You have to trust me Rebecca. Can you? I have let you in but I give you the chance to walk out. You can choose to go or stay. The call is yours to make. I, however, cannot share more of what or who I am.”
I was baffled by the man. He was both kind and rude at the same time. He could share the whole of his body and possibly his soul but didn’t trust me enough to tell me who he was. Why did everything seem to be a riddle? I saw my body conjoined with his and I couldn’t decide what to do.
As much as I craved to kiss him and to touch him and to feel him inside me, I knew this was not the way things worked. He might be a billionaire but I would never be with someone who would not trust me. I chose my respect over my feelings.
“Nathan, I really want you. However, I can’t be with someone who can trust me with his body but not his heart. As long as I don’t know who you are, I won’t be with you. Not here, not in the office. I love my work but I can’t work with someone who is a closed book. You will have my resignation letter on your table tomorrow. I had a great night but sadly, this would be our last encounter.”
I wanted to kiss him before I left but I knew it would be the wrong thing to do. I was humiliated, ashamed and broken. I walked naked to the car, picked my dress and started wearing it. I thought Nathan would come and chase me, apologize and make it up but no one came. I turned back and I saw him looking at the ocean. He could have absolutely anyone. I was just another dot on his map. I was a chapter, best forgotten.
I cried and I let the tears fall. I headed home and though it was still summer, I felt icy cold. The next morning I woke up feeling empty and hollow. In less than a night, I was jobless and was nursing heartbreak. It was such a foolish idea to get involved with Nathan but even as I said that, his changing eye colors called out to me. As ridiculous