brown as Philipâs. Her small ears, formerly bare and delicate, are now pierced with so many silver studs and hoops that it looks painful. The biggest change, though, is Melissaâs face, which used to be so gentle and feminine, the kind of pure, all-American girl you might see in an ad for spring dresses in the department store circulars that come with the Sunday newspaper. Now that face, that smile, those eyes, are ruined by the scars from her last night with Ronnie. Philip would have assumed that sheâd gone to a plastic surgeon, like the ones his father played golf with in Florida, but no. Imprinted on her left cheek is a crisscross of lines. Above her right eye is a mangled patch of skin that has somehow interfered with the hair meant to grow there, leaving her with half an eyebrow and a permanently lopsided appearance. She keeps her lips sealed in such a tight, unyielding way that it makes him think of a coin purse snapped shut. Only when she speaks does he get the briefest glimpse of the dark vacancy where her two front teeth used to be.
âWhat happened to you?â she asks Philip.
He is so preoccupied by her appearance that it takes him an extra second to remember his own physical state. âOh,â he says, realizing that itâs best not to bring up what his mother calls âthat business back in New York.â He looks down at the hard gray plastic of his cast, the black bucklelike contraptions across the top of his foot. âI had an accident. A skiing accident.â
âAre you okay?â
Philip wants to ask her the same thing, but it doesnât seem appropriate. âIn another few weeks, Iâll be good as new.â
Melissa stuffs her hands into the pockets of her Indian-print shirt, causing the material to shift against her swollen stomach as she glances up the staircase. âIs Mr. Chase here?â
The question snaps his mother out of her trance. âNo. Mr. Chase is not here.â
Before she can go off on the topic of his fatherâone of her favorite and most easily triggered rantsâPhilip says, âSo youâre pregnant.â
Melissa looks at her belly, then turns her moss green eyes toward his. The tremble in her voice returns when she tells him, âNine months.â
âI guess youâre due any day then?â
âI guess so,â she says.
The moment feels tense, awkward suddenly, and Philip lets out a nervous laugh, trying to lighten the mood. âWell, donât go into labor on us or anything.â
Melissa doesnât so much as smile. âDonât worry,â she tells him. âI know when the baby will come.â
And thatâs when his eyes trail down to her hand. He notices that she is not wearing a ring. In his mind, Philip hears his motherâs voice saying, The last thing I need to hear right now is how happy she is married to someone else when my son is rotting six feet beneath the ground . Apparently, she doesnât have to worry about that. âWhy donât we go into the kitchen so you can sit down?â he suggests, already leading the way.
Once theyâre inside, Melissa eases herself into one of the ladder-back chairs that Ronnie and his father used to complain were uncomfortable. His mother, who is keeping suspiciously quiet, resumes her position at the chopping block.
âM,â Philip says, âwhy donât you join us over here?â
âIâm perfectly content where I am.â
If Melissa notices his motherâs peculiar behavior, she doesnât let on. Her face remains as still and vacant as a mannequinâs, or a damaged mannequin anyway. Her mouth is sealed tight like that coin purse heâd imagined. Only those moss green eyes of hers move as she stares around the roomâfrom the streaky pea-soup mess in the sink and on the counter, to the clutter of prescription slips held to the hulking refrigerator by a Liberty Bell magnet, to the wooden key