it?â
âSeven thirty.â
âHell,â I said, getting up. âIâm supposed to fight Biff Wilcox at eight. You got anything to drink around here?â
I went into the kitchen and hunted through her refrigerator. I found a can of beer and gulped it down.
âNow Mamaâll think I drank it. Thanks a lot.â She sounded like she was going to cry.
âWhatâs the matter, honey?â I said.
âYou said you were going to quit fighting all the time.â
âSince when?â
âSince you beat up Skip Handly. You promised me you wouldnât be fighting all the time.â
âOh, yeah. Well, this ainât all the time. This is just once.â
âYou always say that.â She was crying. I backed her up against the wall and hugged her awhile.
âLove you, babe,â I said, and turned her loose.
âI wish you wouldnât fight all the time.â She wasnât crying anymore. She could quit crying the easiest of any girl I knew.
âWell, what about you?â I asked. âYou took after Judy McGee with a busted pop bottle not too long ago.â
âShe was flirting with you,â she said. Patty was a hellcat sometimes.
âAinât my fault,â I said. I grabbed my jacket on the way to the door. I stopped and gave her a good long kiss. Pretty little thing, she looked like a dandelion with her hair messed up.
âBe careful,â she said. âI love you.â
I waved good-bye and jumped off the porch. I thought maybe Iâd have time to stop by my place and have a good swig of wine, but going by Bennyâs I saw everybody waiting around for me, so I went in.
There were more people there than had been there in the afternoon. I guess word had gotten around.
âWe just about give up on you,â Smokey said.
âBetter watch out or Iâll take you on for a warm-up,â I warned him. I counted the guys and decided maybe six of them would show up at the lot. I didnât see Steve, but didnât worry about it. He couldnât get out much at night.
âSplit up and meet me there,â I told them, âor weâll have the cops on our tail.â
I left with Smokey and B.J. I felt so good. I love fights. I love how I feel before a fight, kind of high, like I can do anything.
âSlow down,â B.J. said. âYouâd better be savinâ your energy.â
âIf you wasnât so fat you could keep up.â
âDonât start that stuff again,â B.J. said. He was fat, but he was tough, too. Tough fat guys ainât as rare as youâd think.
âMan, this is just like the old days, ainât it?â I said.
âI wouldnât know,â Smokey said. Fights made him edgy. Before a fight heâd get quieter and quieter, and it always bugged the hell out of him that Iâd get louder and louder. We had a funny kind of tension between us anyway. He would have been number-one tough cat in our neighborhood if it wasnât for me. Sometimes I could tell he was thinking about fighting me. So far, either he was scared or wanted to stay friends.
âYeah,â I said, âthatâs right. It was all over before you got into it.â
âHell, that gang stuff was out of style when you was ten years old, Rusty-James,â he told me.
âEleven. I can remember it. I was in the Little Leaguers.â
The Little Leaguers was the peewee branch of the local gang, the Packers. Gang stuff was out of style now.
âMan,â I said, âa gang really meant somethinâ back then.â
âMeant gettinâ sent to the hospital once a week.â
Okay, so he was edgy. So was I. I was the one doing the fighting, after all. âYouâre almost talkinâ chicken, Smokey,â I said.
âIâm almost talkinâ sense.â
I kept quiet. It took a lot of self-control, but I kept quiet. Smokey got nervous, since quiet ainât my