workout instead,â Cole said.
âIâm always hungry,â Jase admitted. âWe can work out after we eat. Who came up with the idea of Christmas anyway? Itâs a dumb idea, giving presents out when it isnât your birthday. And it canât be good for the environment to cut down all the trees.â
Cole stayed silent, letting the boy talk, grateful Jase was finally comfortable enough to talk to him at all.
âMom loved Christmas. She used to sneak me little gifts. Sheâd hide them in my room. He always had spies, though, and theyâd tell him. He always punished her, but sheâd do it anyway. I knew sheâd be punished, and she knew it too, but sheâd still sneak me presents.â Jase rolled down the window, letting the crisp, cold air into the truck. âShe sang me Christmas songs. And once, when he wasaway on a trip, we baked cookies together. She loved it. We both knew the housekeeper would tell him, but at the time, we didnât care.â
Cole cleared his throat. The idea of trying to celebrate Christmas made him ill, but the kid wanted it. Maybe even needed it, but had no clue that was what his nervous chatter was all about. Cole hoped he could pull it off. There were no happy memories from his childhood to offset the things his father had done.
âWe tried to get away from him, but he always found us,â Jase continued.
âHeâs dead, Jase,â Cole repeated. He took a deep breath and took the plunge, feeling as if he was leaping off a steep cliff. âIf we want to bring a giant tree into his home and decorate it, we can. Thereâs not a damn thing he can do about it.â
âHe might have let her go if she hadnât wanted to take me with her.â
Cole heard the tears in the boyâs voice, but the kid didnât shed them. Silently he cursed, wishing for inspiration, for all the right things to say. âYour mother was an extraordinary woman, Jase, and there arenât that many in the world. She cared about you, not the money or the prestige of being Mrs. Brett Steele. She fought for you, and she tried to give you a life in spite of the old man. I wish Iâd had the chance to meet her.â
Jase didnât reply, but closed his eyes, resting his head back against the seat. He could still remember the sound of his motherâs voice. The way she smelled. Her smile. He rubbed his head. Mostly he remembered the sound of her screams when his father punished her.
âIâll think about the Christmas thing, Cole. I kind oflike the idea of decorating the house when he always forbade it.â
Cole didnât reply. It had been a very long few weeks, but the Christmas season was almost over. A couple more weeks, and he would have made it through another December. If doing the Christmas thing could give the kid back his life, Cole would find a way to get through it.
The town was fairly big and offered a variety of late-night and early-morning dining. Cole chose a diner he was familiar with and parked the truck in the parking lot. To his dismay, it was already filled with cars. Unfolding his large frame, he slid from the truck, waiting for Jase to get out.
âYou forgot your jacket,â he said.
âNo, I didnât. I hate the thing,â Jase said.
Cole didnât bother to ask him why. He already knew the answer and vowed to buy the kid a whole new wardrobe immediately. He pushed open the door to the diner, stepping back to allow Jase to enter first. Jase took two steps into the entryway and stopped abruptly behind the high wall of fake ivy. âTheyâre talking about you, Cole,â he whispered. âLetâs get out of here.â
The voices were loud enough to carry across the small restaurant. Cole stood still, his hand on the boyâs shoulder to steady him. Jase would have to learn to live with gossip, just as heâd learned to survive the nightmare heâd been born