Stanleyâs visit, but doubtless she would counter with what she had already said. Had Stanleyâs visit been a preemptive strike?
âMy big mistake was telling him what David told me.â
âJameson?â
She nodded. âAbout Church law. He knows all about it.â
Father Dowling said nothing. There was no canon law against lay people reading the code of canon law, and they could talk about what they read, why not? But it sounded as if David Jameson was impersonating a canon lawyer.
âI gather heâs a friend of yours,â he said.
âHeâs my dentist.â
âThen he canât be a friend.â
Perhaps ten seconds went by before she smiled. Did her smile owe something to Dr. Jamesonâs skills? âOh, heâs a friend, too. I donât know why I began to confide in him about Stanley. But he wasnât a friend then, just a dentist.â Another smile. âHe was explaining an X-ray to me, showing me why I didnât need a root canal, and suddenly I burst into tears. What was the point of trying to keep my looks if my husband didnât care?â
Her words evoked a tender scene. She supine in the dental chair, a bib under her chin to guard against drooling and perhaps concupiscence as well, David Jameson in his pale green dentist coat, holding the X-ray to the light, and suddenly she is in tears. Not an ideal spot for a dentist to be in, a sobbing woman in his chair, her pain obviously more emotional than physical. It seemed extenuating. Jamesonâs comforting, at least initially, might have been prompted by professional panic. For that matter, Phyllis Collinsâs manner of dress and the streaked hair and the rest of it might be part of a pathetic effort to keep her husband.
âAnd you became friends?â
She nodded. âI could talk to David. Relatives, women friends, I just couldnât bring myself to tell them about Stanley. My mother never really forgave me for not marrying in the Church. And my brother Bob always hated Stanley.â
âDoes he live in town?â
He did. Bob Oliver.
âAnd Dr. Jameson told you about canon law?â
âAnd I, like a fool, told Stanley. But two can play at that game, canât they? If we were divorced I could get really married in the Church, couldnât I?â
âDo you have someone in mind?â
âYou know David, donât you?â
âI see.â
âWeâve kidded about it is all. But sometimes it seems the solution. I want so much to have children and Stanley has vetoed that.â
Did she dream of a little line of Jamesons, all with enhanced smiles? Did he? It is a temptation for the celibate to find the amorous complications of the laity amusing, but, of course, they seldom really are. The statistics on unchurched marriages in the Archdiocese of Chicago were alarming. Not that sacramental marriages represented the solid rock they once had, but at least in them the vows made for some kind of check against folly. The Collinses were at a dangerous ageâperhaps all ages are dangerous, but when forty comes and youth seems to be slipping away, there is an impulse to want to return to square one and begin all over again, as if life were a game that can be played and replayed over and over. But marriages can weaken when only one spouse wanders, and that puts the other in a tragic position. Still, Father Dowling had difficulty seeing Phyllis Collins as such a tragic figure.
One of them, Stanley or Phyllis, had come to him to get some kind of endorsement to dissolve their wobbly union, but which one was it?
âPerhaps if I talked with you and your husband together.â
âHe would never talk to a priest.â
âBut he has.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âHe was here on Monday.â
âStanley!â
âYes.â
Her eyes widened, more in fright than surprise. âWhat did he tell you?â
âYou donât expect