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Cleo laughed at him, but Sarah didn’t think he was very funny. He wore a soiled white apron covered with blood.
    The young man gave Mama a letter, but she didn’t open it. She served him tea, and he said thank you. He didn’t say very much after that, except to talk about the weather and how pretty Mama’s flower garden was. He said it was a long ride from the city. Mama gave him biscuits and forgot all about Sarah.
    She knew something was wrong. Mama sat too straight and she spoke very softly. “She’s a pretty little girl,” the man said and smiled at her. Sarah looked down again, embarrassed, afraid Mama would send her from the room because he had noticed her.
    “Yes, she is. Thank you.”
    “She looks like you. Pretty as a sunrise.”
    Mama smiled at her. “Sarah, why don’t you go outside and cut some flowers for the table.”
    Sarah took her doll and went out without a word of argument. She wanted to please Mama. She took a sharp knife from the kitchen drawer and went out to the flower garden. Mama loved roses best. Sarah added spikes of lark-spur, red stock, ranunculus, marguerites, and daisies until the straw basket on her arm was full.
    When she came back inside, the young man was gone. The letter was open in Mama’s lap. Her eyes were bright and her cheeks full of lively color.
    She smiled as she folded the letter and tucked it into her sleeve. She stood 19
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    and came to Sarah, lifting her and swinging her around gaily. “Thank you for getting the flowers, darling.” She kissed Sarah. When Mama put her down, Sarah put the basket on the table.
    “I just love flowers,” Mama said. “They’re so lovely, aren’t they? Why don’t you arrange them this time? I need to find something in the kitchen.
    Oh, Sarah! It’s a beautiful, wonderful day, isn’t it?”
    It was a wretched day, Sarah thought, watching her go. She felt sick with dread. She lifted the big vase down from the table and carried it outside, dumping the wilted flowers on the compost. She pumped fresh water and poured it into the vase. It sloshed on her dress as she carried it back and slid it onto the table again. She didn’t trim the stems or remove leaves. She didn’t care how they looked and she knew Mama wouldn’t even notice.
    Alex Stafford was coming back.
    Mama returned to the parlor with Cleo. “Oh, darling, I’ve the most wonderful news. Cleo has made plans to go to the seashore this week and she wants to take you with her. Isn’t that grand?”
    Sarah’s heart beat fast and hard.
    “Isn’t that sweet of her?” Mama went on brightly. “She has a friend who runs an inn, and he just loves little girls.”
    Cleo’s smile was stiff and cool.
    Sarah looked at her mother. “I don’t want to go, Mama. I want to stay with you.” She knew what was happening. Mama was sending her away because her father didn’t want her. Maybe Mama didn’t want her now either.
    “Nonsense,” Mama laughed. “You’ve never been anywhere but here and you need to see something of the world. You’ll like the ocean, Sarah. It’s so lovely. And you can sit on the sand and listen to the waves. You can build castles and find seashells. Just wait until you feel the foam tickle your toes.”
    Mama looked alive again. Sarah knew it was the letter. Alex must have written he was coming to see Mama. She wouldn’t want another scene like the last one, so she was putting Sarah out of his way. She watched her mother’s glowing face, her heart sinking.
    “Come on now, darling. Let’s get you ready to go.”
    Sarah watched her things being folded and stuffed into a carpetbag.
    Mama couldn’t wait to be rid of her. “Where’s your doll?” Mama said, look-20
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    ing around. “You’ll want to take her along with you.”
    “No.”
    “Why not? You’re never without your doll.”
    “She wants to