of
alignment."
Colin called a few times during the summer from his family's cabin,
where he was hanging out with his buddies, but I don't know where our
relationship stands now. He just got back last night.
"I love those jeans," Sierra says, eyeing my faded Brazilian pants.
"I'll be borrowing them before you know it."
"My mom hates them," I tell her, smoothing my hair at a stoplight,
trying to tame my blond frizzies. "She says it looks like I got them at a
used clothing store."
"Did you tell her vintage is in?"
"Yeah, like she'd even listen. She was hardly paying attention when
I asked her about the new caretaker."
No one understands what it's like at my house. Luckily, I have
Sierra. She might not understand, but she knows enough to listen and
keep my home life confidential. Besides Colin, Sierra is the only one
who's met my sister.
Sierra flips open my CD case. "What happened to the last
caretaker?"
"Shelley pulled a chunk of her hair out."
"Ouch."
I drive into the high school parking lot with my mind more on my
sister than on the road. My wheels screech to a stop when I almost hit
a guy and girl on a motorcycle. I thought it was an empty parking space.
"Watch it, bitch," Carmen Sanchez, the girl on the back of the
motorcycle, says as she flips me the finger.
She obviously missed the Road Rage lecture in Driver's Ed.
"Sorry," I say loudly so I can be heard over the roar of the
motorcycle. "It didn't look like anyone was in this spot."
Then I realize whose motorcycle I almost hit. The driver turns
around. Angry dark eyes. Red and black bandanna. I sink down into the
driver's seat as far as I can.
"Oh, shit. It's Alex Fuentes," I say, wincing.
"Jesus, Brit," Sierra says, her voice low. "I'd like to live to see
graduation. Get outta here before he decides to kill us both."
Alex is staring at me with his devil eyes while putting the kickstand
down on his motorcycle. Is he going to confront me?
I search for reverse, frantically moving the stick back and forth.
Of course it's no surprise my dad bought me a car with a stick shift
without taking the time to teach me how to master driving the thing.
Alex takes a step toward my car. My instincts tell me to abandon
the car and flee, as if I was stuck on railroad tracks with a train
heading straight for me. I glance at Sierra, who's desperately
searching through her purse for something. Is she kidding me?
"I can't get this damn car in reverse. I need help. What are you
looking for?" I ask.
"Like . . . nothing. I'm trying not to make eye contact with those
Latino Bloods. Get a move on, will ya?" Sierra responds through gritted
teeth. "Besides, I only know how to drive an automatic."
Finally grinding into reverse, my wheels screech loud and hard as I
maneuver backward and search for another parking spot.
After parking in the west lot, far from a certain gang member with
a reputation that could scare off even the toughest Fairfield football
players, Sierra and I walk up the front steps of Fairfield High.
Unfortunately, Alex Fuentes and the rest of his gang friends are
hanging by the front doors.
"Walk right past them," Sierra mutters. "Whatever you do, don't
look in their eyes."
It's pretty hard not to when Alex Fuentes steps right in front of
me and blocks my path.
What's that prayer you're supposed to say right before you know
you're going to die?
"You're a lousy driver," Alex says with his slight Latino accent and
full-blown I-AM-THE-MAN stance.
The guy might look like an Abercrombie model with his ripped bod
and flawless face, but his picture is more likely to be taken for a mug
shot.
The kids from the north side don't really mix with kids from the
south side. It's not that we think we're better than them, we're just
different. We've grown up in the same town, but on totally opposite
sides. We live in big houses on Lake Michigan and they live next to the
train tracks. We look, talk, act, and dress different. I'm not