quickly grabbed some towels beside her and covered the throw. Later she piled a few tea towels and a set of sheets on top. âIâm not little anymore,â she said.
Throughout the week, she was helpful and chatty. âI donât think we need this in our new house, Daddy. What do you think?â
âIâm trying not to.â
âCan I help pick the new house?â
âWeâre not going to look for a house right away,â he said. âWeâre going to stay with Uncle Stuart and Auntie Mavis for a while.â
âOh, good. Then we can take our time, right, Daddy? I know weâll find just the most perfect house.â She patted his hand.
He couldnât meet her eye. âWhy donât you go finish up with those toys?â he said, letting go of her hand. He walked over to the window. She went to her toy box, fishing for pieces of her Lego set, the one she planned to give away.
He leaned against the windowsill, heard a lone bird screech outside, but couldnât find where it was perched.
His flight was at three oâclock. That would give him just enough time to pack the rest of the boxes, close up the house, take the keys to the real estate office and have a quick lunch with Alexia before dropping her off at Stuart and Mavisâs. He still hadnât told her that he was going away, hadnât been able to find the right time to do it. He hoped sheâd understand. If he kept moving, focused on the list of things he had to do, heâd get through it. For now, all she needed to know was that she wasnât going to school today.
âYou wonât need a lunch today,â he said.
âHow come?â She was standing at the kitchen counter dressed as usual in her school uniform, the navy-blue skirt and the regulation white blouse making her look more grown-up than she was. She pushed the jar of peanut butter away and put the knife down, left her sandwich only partially spread.
âI called the school and told them weâre spending the day together. We have to say good-bye to the old house and move to Uncle Stuartâs place andâ¦â
Her head was cocked, her forehead furrowed. He was sure sheâd caught the hesitation in his voice. He couldnât meet her questioning eyes. He put the peanut butter into one of the boxes, rinsed off her plate and knife, added them to the box.
âWell, looks like this is the last of it. Weâd better get going.â he said.
She followed him out to the car.
After he dropped the keys at the real estate office he took Alexia to a nearby Greek diner, where they split an order of calamari and a Greek salad.
He couldnât delay it any longer. âDaddy has to go away on a business trip.â He turned his chair towards her and moved hers so that his legs hugged her chair and she faced him. She sat like a caged bird, picking at her thumbnail. He put his hand over hers.
âWhen?â
She stared at him with those eyes that made him feel worthless. He reached over to wipe off a drop of olive oil on her chin with his napkin. Alexia took it from him and wiped her mouth, then sat on her hands.
âWhen, Daddy?â
He bit at the inside of his mouth, stared at the closed door just beyond where she sat. His voice cracked, he cleared his throat, then ploughed forward. âThis afternoon,â he said and cleared his throat again.
âWhere are you going, Daddy?â
âGreece. I have to go do some work there, so youâre going to stay with Stuart and Mavis for a little while. Theyâre your godparents. So theyâre just like your real parents except theyâll probably let you get away with more stuff.â
âWhen are you coming back?â
âI donât know yet,â he said. âI have to go find out how hard itâs going to be.â
âI could go with you, Daddy. I could ask for homework and do my school work while weâre away. Honest. We