he was travelling abroad for work and would spending a whole year away. There was another doctor that could be sent for the job, but Derek being Derek just couldn’t resist the opportunity. Apparently, he was the best man for the job and the opportunity would massively enhance his career. I honestly think that if he at least asked me to go with him or wait for him, I would have yes right away. But he didn’t. All he said was, “I am travelling abroad for work and I will be gone for a year”.
The night before he left, I stayed at his place. I got up in the middle of the night to get a glass of water as I couldn’t sleep. I sat on the carpeted floor in the dining room looking out over the city of lights. I had an itch on my stomach which I scratched and then rested my hand on my underpants. My fingers started to move downwards over my undies until they were rested above my clit. I took my two main fingers and began rubbing slowly in circular motions. I started rubbing harder and a little faster. I took a look back down the hallway to make sure Derek was still asleep. When I didn’t hear anything, I turned my attention back to myself sitting on the floor in the dark, in front of a tall glass wall that looked out over the city. I enjoyed touching myself. It was selfish and I could do what I wanted to myself. I rubbed harder until I slit my hand down my undies and onto my clit. I slit my middle finger down a little further over the top of my wet vagina. I was very wet already and I liked to move the wetness up and down my slit and around my pussy. I had fantasised about filming myself masturbating in front of strangers. Not showing my face, I just wanted them to stare at my soaking pussy being rubbed and teased for their and my own pleasure. I slid my middle finger inside and began pushing it in and out until my body starting shaking. I slid another finger in and started pushing them in and out faster, pushing in deeper with every in motion. It wasn’t enough, I wanted something bigger. I used all four fingers this time and began fucking myself with almost my entire hand. I felt such enjoyment and satisfaction as I fantasised about being someone’s fuck hole. Being someone’s slut or whore for an evening. Oh how I had wanted to be teased, fucked and abused for a man’s pleasure. With that in my mind, I came hard onto all four of my fingers whilst I was pushing them in deep. Once I had caught my breath, I snuck back into with Derek.
The following morning, I saw him off and it was then that I realised that I did not really know what he expected of me. Did he want me to wait for him? Was it officially over? I called him a few times, but he was always busy and I could not get a hold of him. I assumed it was over and so, I accepted it. He wasn’t perfect but I did grow to miss him for some time.
Chapter 3 : The Drug Trafficker
Derek left me with a bit disappointed and disheartened. All I wanted to do was sit in my apartment, and eat lots of ice cream. That was until my sister came to visit. She convinced me to come out with her one evening. She had me smiling and within a short time, I was feeling good about my life again. One night, we decided to hit a club that we had not been to before. It was supposed to be this exclusive hard to get into club but somehow, we got it. The place looked amazing and the music was pumping. It was the perfect place to celebrate getting over Derek. And as fate would have it, it was the place I met Antonio Torres. I was having a good time with my sister and some guy was buying us drinks all night long. The guy behind the bar said a gentleman has asked me to put your drinks on his tab but I never knew which guy. One drink was $30, so clearly, we accepted the free drinks. I soon found out who was paying for all our drinks.
When I first saw Antonio, he was surrounded by pretty girls but never took his eyes off me. He starred me down like I was the one he chose, and his eyes pierced mine