Sea Breeze 04 - Just for Now Read Free

thought I told you to get out. You caused enough trouble ’round here. You run off Randy. He’s gone. Can’t blame him after you broke his nose for nothin’.” Momma was awake.
    I put the last of the cans of ravioli in the cabinet before I turned around to acknowledge her. She was wearing a stained robe that was once white. Now it was more of a tan color. Her hair was a matted, tangled mess, and the mascara she’d been wearing a few days ago was smeared under her eyes. This was the only parent I’d ever known. It was a miracle I’d survived to adulthood.
    “Hello, Momma,” I replied, and grabbed a box of cheese crackers to put away.
    “You bribing them with food. You little shit. They only love you ’cause you feed them that fancy stuff. I can feed my own kids. Don’t need you spoilin’ ’em,” she grumbled as she shuffled her bare feet over to the closest kitchen chair and sat down.
    “I’m gonna pay rent before I leave, but I know you have some other bills. Where are they?”
    She reached for the pack of cigarettes sitting in the ashtray in the middle of her small brown Formica table. “The bills are on top of the fridge. I hid ’em from Randy. They made him pissy.”
    Great. The electricity bill and water bill pissed the man off. My mother sure knew how to pick them.
    “Oh, Pweston, can I have one of dese now?” Daisy asked, holding up an orange.
    “Of course you can. Come here and I’ll peel it,” I replied, holding out my hand for her to give it to me.
    “Stop babying her. You come in here and baby her, then leave, and I’m left to deal with her spoiled ass. She needs to grow up and do shit herself.” Momma’s bitter words weren’t anything new. However, watching Daisy flinch and her eyes fill up with tears I knew she wouldn’t shed for fear of getting slapped caused my blood to boil.
    I bent down and kissed the top of her head before taking the orange from her and peeling it. Confronting Momma would only make her worse. When I left, it would be up to Jimmy to make sure Daisy was safe. Leaving them here wasn’t easy, but I didn’t have the kind of money it would take to go to court over it. And the lifestyle I’d chosen in order to make sure they were okay and taken care of wasn’t one that the courts would look favorably on. There wasn’t a snowball’s chance in hell I’d ever get them. The best I could do was come here once a week and feed them and make sure their bills were paid. I couldn’t be around Momma more than that.
    “When’s Daisy’s next doctor’s appointment?” I asked, wanting to change the subject and find out when I needed to come pick her up and take her.
    “I think it’s last week. Why don’t you call the doc yourself and find out, if you’re so damn worried about it. She ain’t sick. She’s just lazy.”
    I finished peeling the orange and grabbed a paper towel, then handed it to Daisy.
    “Tank you, Pweston.”
    I knelt down to her level. “You’re welcome. Eat that up. It’s good for you. I bet Jimmy will go out on the porch with you if you want.”
    Daisy frowned and leaned forward. “Jimmy won’t go outside ’cause Becky Ann lives next doowah. He tinks she’s pwetty.”
    Grinning, I glanced back at Jimmy, whose cheeks were bright red.
    “Dammit, Daisy, why you have to go and tell him that?”
    “Watch the language with your sister,” I warned, and stood up. “Ain’t no reason to be embarrassed ’cause you think some girl is good-looking.”
    “Don’t listen to him. He’s in a different one’s panties ever’ night. Just like his daddy was.” Momma loved to make me look bad in front of the kids.
    Jimmy grinned. “I know. I’m gonna be just like Preston when I grow up.”
    I slapped him on the back of the head. “Keep it in your pants, boy.”
    Jimmy laughed and headed for the door. “Come on, Daisy May. I’ll go outside with you for a while.”
    I didn’t look back at Momma as I finished putting away the food, then retrieved