pity for him, with his cruel, stupid job.
âLooking out for Yids on the run,â he added in a stronger voice, straightening up. Inna noticed that he had a double-headed eagle pin on his stand-up coat collar. âMurderous Red swine. Scared theyâll get their come-uppance. Donât want to stay and take the punishment theyâve got coming. Running everywhere, thousands of them â like cockroaches. But we donât want that filth here, do we?â If he was expecting an answering leer from her, he was disappointed. âWell ⦠well ⦠I wish you a pleasant stay in our city, your excellency.â He handed back the booklet and, avoiding her eyes, turned to seek out a new victim among the hurrying third-class passengers.
Inna watched as he moved to intercept one of the other shadows sheâd been aware of, a man in his early thirties, with the sadness in his soul clearly visible. He had a deathly white face behind his dark Jewish-looking beard and shadows under his eyes, and, every time Inna had glimpsed him, on both trains, heâd been holding tight to the hand of an unnaturally quiet little girl of about ten. No mother; Inna had tried not to wonder what had happened to her. Now, as he saw the approaching gendarme, the last flicker of hope left him. The little girlâs face crumpled into panic.
Inna hurried on. So they had no passports. But since hers was stolen, and Olya Morozovaâs father might at any moment think to telegraph his colleagues to watch out for imposters, there was no time for pity.
But, when she looked more closely at the station building ahead, she realized it offered no safety. Instead there were more gendarmes guarding the doorway and pouncing on people in the crowd. Some were converging on youths in scruffy overcoats, filleting leaflets from their pockets; others were grabbing urchins, and flicking wallets from their hands. But most were looking for incomers.
Inna stopped dead. Someone bumped into her from behind. Scurrying feet shifted course. Then she felt a hand on her arm.
Inna closed her eyes and bowed her head. So this was it, she thought: how your lifeline petered out.
âI thought so ⦠youâre the little lady from the train who had your fortune told, arenât you?â
It was the peasant from the train.
âI saw you, and I thought, Well, you must be new to the city if youâre trying to leave through the station building. Police everywhere, snooping through your papers â waste half your day if you give them a chance. So why donât I walk you out the way Petersburg people go, the ones whoâve got any sense. You donât want to look like an outsider, do you?â
She nodded gratefully, noticing his extraordinarily calm pale-blue eyes again.
âCome on, then.â He set off briskly to the left into a narrow lane that went straight from the train platforms all the way round the side of the station hall to the street.
It only took a minute.
Inna looked round and realized that the great modern square theyâd come out into, with its grey cliff-faces of hotels, and tramlines, and squealing motorcars and carriages and pedestrian crowds all rushing here and there under a lowering sky, was actually outside the station. There wasnât a gendarme in sight.
âSo ⦠thatâs it? Are we out, in the city?â she asked. âReally?â She took a deep breath, dizzy with relief. She was in St. Petersburg. She was safe.
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CHAPTER TWO
She began walking, one bag in each hand, impatient to be off and free of the peasant.
Yet the fact remained: she didnât know where to go. She knew she had to walk into the centre, along Nevsky Prospekt, the great avenue which ran through the city in a dead straight line. But she had no idea which of the roads leading off this square would get her to Nevsky.
From behind her came a chuckle. âThatâs the road out of town,â she
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