making love, we lay together having pillow talk and he told me that he only feels whole when he’s with me. He went on to say that I was his world, and he can’t live without me in it. He made me cry that night, tears of joy and happiness. As we played around we heard people coming so we hurried up and regained our composure and played basketball like two straight men… I hate living this life that I have to hide all the time. Fuck!
Chapter 7
Alexis & Kandi
The shit is about to hit the fan. That’s if I have my way. Things are way out of hand. When my home girl is constantly crying, something is really wrong. Alexis is definitely aware that something is wrong between her and Tristan. She just can’t put her finger on it. She thinks it may be another woman in the picture, I told her she should hire a private investigator just to see. I assured her that there is nothing wrong with being two steps ahead. She also confided in me that she and Tristan had a deep heart-to-heart talk and he promised her that there was nobody else. He claimed that his job was taking a lot of his time but he loved her just as much today as he did yesterday, if not more. But looking at my friend I knew that she didn’t believe him, her eyes were swollen and red, she was stressing so bad. Honestly I truly understood, this was the love of her life, her husband. I can't stand a liar myself and that's exactly what Tristan is, amongst other things.
So we decided to have a girl’s night out, get a couple drinks and have some fun. My mission was to get her mind off this situation that she's in, at least for a little while. I just hate to see my friend hurting so badly.
(Later that night )
So tonight we’re headed out to Roxy’s Bar & Lounge and it should be fun, it’s been a while since we’ve actually went out Alexis is running behind as usual...but hey we’re in no rush I’ll just have a drink while I’m waiting.
Finally she comes downstairs looking like a breath of fresh air. Everything about her was on point, as usual… she's stunning.
Ain’t that crazy? Tristan has it all, a beautiful, professional, educated wife. Yet he leaves her alone all the time to sneak around with some tramp. That’s just why I’m single.
Woman seem to go through so much heartache with these men, and it has to be even worse if it’s your husband. But with Alexis what I don't understand is why she can't see her own worth. When we go out the guys are all over her, their basically falling over themselves just to speak. But no matter what they’re going through, she won’t betray him with another man. Even though she believes that he is in betrayal of their vows and commitments. She says she doesn't want to jump the gun just yet, she wants to give him a chance. Which I say is total bullshit he's had plenty of chances. Tristan has been running around forever and he blames it on the same thing each time… work! Yeah right! I just bet work. I might do a little private investigating myself.
Chapter 8
Tristan’s ready to talk
Man! My wife is all over me! I don't know what to say or to do for her… she is beginning to suspect something. And I'm not ready to share. I have been in a relationship with Jay since we were young teens and I love him very much. He's actually my soulmate, when I married Alexis it was a definite cover-up. But at the same time I cared for her a great deal and Ronisha, really sealed the deal. I've always wanted to have a child but my lifestyle never allowed it. Yet here we are, a typical family. My wife is sexy, freaky and educated. And I know for a fact she’ll do anything to make me happy. She’s been down with me since we met, not once has she ever let me down. And even though I love men, she’s a damn good lover to. Yet my heart lies somewhere else. My love for Jay is deeper than any love I've ever felt before. He makes me happy and I don't know what he or I would do without one