evenly. âBut even lawyers can shoot straight.â He holstered his Colt. âCome on, Rooney, youâre holding up my supper.â
With a scowl, Rooney began to divvy up his pot.
Wash had to laugh. After the war, when heâd soldiered at Fort Kearney, heâd picked up Rooney Cloudman as his part-Indian army scout. It was Rooney who had helped him give up serious drinking. He was a good man except that heâd never been able to walk past a poker table with a card game going.
Every man had his weakness, Wash supposed; when he was younger heâd had the same hunger for whiskey and taking chances, for âriding close to the cliffâ his father had said.
He no longer had the carefree heart heâd had at twenty-one; it had taken him three years of prison in Richmond and another year chasing the Sioux before heâd realized he was as close to self-destruction as a mancould get. Even now, some days, he felt like a walking corpse. He didnât seek human interaction beyond keeping his poker-playing partner out of trouble, didnât want to dance with any of the ladies at the hoedown every other Saturday. And he didnât want to feel anything except pleasure over his breakfast coffee and bacon.
Dried up as a sun-parched cornstalk, Rooney said.
Rooney was right. The heart he carried around in his chest was dead. Pretty, blue-eyed Laura Gannon had been his first love, the kind that hurt the most. Sheâd also been his last. Heâd never loved anyone like heâd loved Laura, but sheâd jilted him the night before heâd left for the War. For damn sure heâd never risk wanting a woman again.
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With shaking fingers, Jeanne Nicolet crammed a cartridge into the rifle and propped it with a satisfying thunk on the wooden gun rests over the front door of her tiny cabin.
âAre you going to shoot someone, Maman? â Manette craned her neck to inspect the rifle.
â Non, ma petite. Not unless I have to,â Jeanne said between clenched teeth. Not unless another strange man trespassed in her lavender fields. No one from town ever rode out to pay a call, friendly or otherwise, not since sheâd shot the sheriffâs hat off when heâd questioned her right to the land. She had darted into the cabin, dug the deed out of the Bible on her nightstand, then returned to unfold it under the manâs large nose.
Heâd stepped forward, saying he wanted to look closer at the document, and thatâs when sheâd pulledthe derringer from her apron pocket and fired. Since then, no one had ventured past her gate.
Until now. She did not know what to think about the tall man who had come. What did he want? All she knew was that she did not trust him, especially since he was not only tall but had a nicely chiseled face and attractive, unruly dark hair.
When Henri had been killed, sheâd wanted to get as far away from New Orleans as possible. The men who had survived the War were uncouth and pushy, particularly when they learned she was a widow. It had not been difficult to leave, even though she was completely on her own, the only one to provide for herself and her daughter.
Sometimes she felt so frightened she wanted to crawl into her bed and pull the quilt over her head. But she could not. She must have courage. She must move on with her life, no matter how difficult.
The climate in Oregon was perfect for growing lavender and, thanks to the New Orleans War Widows fund, she had scraped together enough money to buy the narrow strip of land that ran the length of the small valley and the abandoned prospectorâs cabin that had come with it. She had known no one; half the time she was scared to death of people, especially the men, but she had managed.
And she had the deed to prove it, now safe in the bank vault in Smoke River. Once each week she saddled up the mare and rode into town to trade for supplies; and once each week she stopped by the Smoke