shades. Round and deep black, so her eyes are invisible. Her hair is buzzed to maybe an inch long and dyed cotton-Âcandy pink. Black lipstick and a bomber jacket over a âKill la Killâ T-Âshirt. Black tights with thigh and shinbones printed in white down the sides. Shiny black boots with pointed studs on the toes and heels.
âSo,â Candy says. âDifferent enough?â
âPlenty. Perfect. Still got your knife?â
She opens her jacket and shows me where sheâs had someone at Lollipop Dolls sew in a leather sheath.
âThink my lunch-Âbox gun will go with the ensemble?â
âI think youâd look naked without it.â
She grins and gets a little closer.
âNaked. I like the sound of that. I checked out my reflection on the way in. Iâd do me. How about you?â
I shake my head.
âCareful. Out here in the world weâre still getting to know each other.â
She purses her lips and pulls the jacket around her.
âYouâre goddamn paranoid. You should see someone about that.â
âI tried, but she kept writing things down. It made me more paranoid.â
Candy looks away at the bottles behind the bar.
âI went to all this trouble and I canât even kiss you.â
âGrab a drink and come back into the corner. Julie and I are just about done with our meeting.â
âFine,â she says.
I can hear the disappointment in her voice. She went way out of her way to change her look and all I can do is nod and smile like a tourist admiring the view. Truth is, even before Candy became Chihiro Iâd been feeling funny about the two of us. When she was locked up in a Golden Vigil jail cell for attacking a civilian, she said some things. Like I was using her. Like I thought she was sick. Later, she said it was just poison talking after someone spiked her anti-ÂJade potion. She said it made her crazy and suspicious. Maybe. Because some of what she said hit close to home and Iâve been wondering about it ever since. Thereâs a lot of unspoken stuff between us. I used to think that was a good thing. Now Iâm not so sure.
When I get back to the table, Julie says, âWho was that?â
âGuess.â
âYouâre kidding me.â
âYouâll see for yourself in a minute.â
Candy comes over with a shot of whiskey. I swear I can smell it all the way across the bar.
She takes off her sunglasses and hooks them over her shirt. Grabs a chair and sits down at our table.
âWhat do you think?â she asks Julie.
âI canât believe youâre the same person.â
âThatâs the idea,â I say.
âAdmit it, I look like a superhero, donât I?â she says.
âI donât know many pink-Âhaired superheroes,â said Julie. âBut if there are any, youâll be stiff competition.â
Candy looks at me.
âSee? She likes it.â
âI told you. I like it fine. We just have to be cool.â
Candy rolls her eyes.
âHe thinks if I stand too close to him weâre going to get nuked.â
âHe might have a point,â says Julie. âAbout playing down your relationship.â
Candy sits back in her chair.
âYou two should start a band. The Buzzkill Twins.â
âJulie is going to have a new office soon,â I say, trying to change the subject.
That gets Candyâs attention. She sits up.
âCool. If youâre hiring this scaredy cat, can I have a job too?â
âWhat are your skills?â says Julie.
âI was afraid youâd ask that.â
I say, âYou used to run the office for Doc Kinski.â
âYeah. I did.â
âI might need a receptionist at some point,â Julie says.
âSwell.â
I look at Candy.
âYou really want to be a receptionist?â
âNo,â she says. âI want to kick down doors like you, but apparently Iâm not