about things than I woulda if we had electricity and TV. You get to know each other pretty good when all you got is each other for entertainment. Guess thatâs the strongest point about this reserve and the people here. Even though weâre poor we still got spirit and heart and we look out for each other. Lotsa other places canât say that.
My nameâs Garnet Raven. The Raven familyâs been a fixture on the White Dog Reserve ever since they signed Treaty Three across the northern part of Ontario in the 1870s. Ravenâs also the name of one of our peopleâs messengers in the animal world, so I guess old Keeper telling me I was supposed to be some kind of a storytellerâs gotta make some sense. I donât know. But ever since Iâvebeen here Iâve been listening to what that old guyâs been telling me and pretty much trying to do what he says and itâs all worked out fine. So who am I to argue?
I live here with my ma. Weâve got a small cabin on the west end of the townsite. This reserveâs built on the shore of White Dog Lake and itâs the kind of rocky, bushy territory youâd expect. So the houses are all spread apart and built on top of rocky little hills. Theyâre not houses like city folk are used to. Theyâre just small one-story jobbies with maybe four rooms that all empty into the main room where the stove is. Not much insulation, and some of the poorer people here still use clear plastic instead of glass on their windows. The townsiteâs called that on accounta the band office, school, medical building, store and garage are all clustered around the only clear, flat place around. Thereâs about half a dozen houses down there where the only electricity and telephones are. Thatâs where the chief and a few band councillors live along with the white teachers from the school and Doc Tacknyk and Mrs. Tacknyk, our Ukrainian medical team. Thereâs a ball diamond that doubles as the pow-wow grounds four days every summer, a boarded hockey rink with a couple of rickety light poles, and a small aluminum trailer where the Ontario Provincial Police sit drinking coffee the few times they get out this way. Maâs cabin sits above the end of the dirt track that serves as the main drag out here. Beyond us is just bush trails leading to other houses deeper in the woods near Shotgun Bay.
We like to sit out back where the trail leads down to the dock where I keep my boat. My uncle Archie got me that boat with money he won at the big blackout bingo in Winnipeg two summers ago. Itâs a fourteen-foot aluminum with a thirty-five-horsepower motor, nice waterproof cushions and a built-in cooler for the fish. Ma and I take lotsa rides in that boat in the evenings and sheâs always pointing out places on the shore where big things happened either to our family or our people. When I think about my life these days the thing I think about most is my maâs wrinkled brown face in the front of that boat, all squinty-eyed into the wind, smiling, pointing and gabbing away, her voice rising and falling through the sound of loons and ducks and wind. But we also sit out back late into the evening watching the land. If you sit there long enough while the sunâs going down behind the hills youâd swear you can see those hills move. Like theyâre breathing. Itâs a trick of the light really. Something caused by distance and time and a quiet yearning of magic we all carry around inside us. Thatâs what Ma says. Says that magicâs born of the land and the ones who go places in life are the ones who take the time to let that magic seep inside them. Sitting there, all quiet and watching, listening, learning. Thatâs how the magic seeps in. Anishanabe are pretty big on magic, she says. Not so much the pullinâ rabbits outta hats kinda of magic but more the pullinâ learning outta everything around âem. A common magic that
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