appreciated Dadâs wanting to give me a really supercolossal graduation gift to make up for all those years. But I didnât want a trip to Mars, I wanted to be with him.
What I didnât know yet was that Dad had just received an assignment from his firm to investigate the feasibility of their opening a branch office on Mars.
Chapter 2
I still donât like to think about graduation day. I still hate to relive that evening, the first evening that I knew we were going to Mars.
What surprised me most was that Dad was so happy about it. We sat on one of the benches in the quad and talked while I was waiting for Ross to get his car packed. (Iâd explained about our date, when Dad wanted to take me out for something to eat.) I held the ticket envelope next to my diploma, my damp fingers making a soiled blotch over the triple globes.
âArenât you excited, honey?â Dad demanded.
Excited wasnât the word for it. Flabbergasted would have been closer. But I was trying to act calm while I got up courage to tell Dad that Iâd rather not go to Mars at all.
It wasnât that I was afraid to go. I wouldnât want anyone to get that idea. Or maybe I was and didnât know it; but if so it wasnât physical fear, not then. I had as matter-of-fact an attitude toward space travel as most people have, though I had no personal interest in it, not being the scientific type. But going to Mars is not like going to Europe. For one thing, youâre gone longer. At the very least, I would miss two or three terms of college. For another, a different planet is soâwell, so foreign.
Not that I was thinking about those drawbacks then. I was thinking about Ross. Perhaps, after all, it had been wrong not to have told Dad long ago how I felt about Ross. Since I hadnât, though, it seemed wisest to bring up the educational angle first.
âDad,â I began, âwhat about the university? Iâve been admitted; Iâm supposed to start in September.â
Dad smiled. âIt wonât hurt anything for you to wait, Melinda. Youâll learn more from a trip to the Colonies than from a year at school in any case, but if you want to forge ahead for your freshman exams, you can study on the ship. There wonât be much else to do en route, you know.â
I was silent. I had never encountered anyone whoâd gone on a spaceship as a fare-paying passenger instead of as a crew member. There arenât many such people, except for the homesteaders, whose fare is paid by the government and whose passage is strictly one way. Dad explained that Iâd been right in thinking he couldnât afford the fare. His company was paying it. If my mother had been living she would have been entitled to accompany him, and since she wasnât, heâd talked them into sending me in her place.
âThe firmâs anxious to get someone from the home office out there right now,â he told me. âSomeone whoâll be back here by next year, when the government appropriation for the Colonies comes up for review again. Thereâs going to be a lot of public discussion about the value of Mars, and it will be a good thing for at least one of our managers to have some firsthand knowledge of the situation.â
I tried another tack. âBut why do they need you for this job, Dad? Arenât there other men whoâd be willing to go?â Iâd always had the impression that Dad was enough of a key man in the organization to have pretty much the last word about his assignments.
He laughed. âI outrank them, Mel. Iâve waited years for this opportunity, and at last Iâm high enough up in the firm to have first crack at it.â He sounded as pleased as if he had just been elected president of something.
âYouâyou chose the assignment yourself ?â
âWell, I made the right people aware of how Iâd feel if I were offered it.â
âDad,