watch him walk over to Cookâs team next, and I kneel down to bury my face in Gazooâs neck ruff.
âI wonder what brings the Endurance food rep out to this race,â Uncle Leonard says. âThink heâs looking for the next team to sponsor?â
âYeah. And I didnât say anything except to tell him I shop in the kids section.â
âI think he senses a winning team.â Uncle Leonard claps me on the shoulder as I stand. The softness in his eyes looks so familiar, I get an ache in my throat.
âYeah. Now we really need to up our training. Wouldnât that be something to win the White Wolf?â I take off the dogsâ harnesses as I look over at Cookâs team. A new plan starts to form.
3
Sunday
âIâ M NOT TAKING YOU TO ANOTHER dog yard.â My mom thumps her briefcase down on the kitchen counter and grabs her cheese and cucumber sandwich from the fridge. âJeremy Cookâs dogs arenât any better than the ones you already have. A dogâs a dog, Vicky. And weâve already got too many.â
âWell, that shows how much you know about it, since a dog is definitely not a dog.â I raise my chin and stare at her.
Every time we have this fight about the dogs, I brace myself. For months now Iâve been waiting for her to say she wants to move back to Seattle. I can see it in her eyes when she talks about growing up in the city. Whenever Nana calls, I know sheâs trying to talk Mom into moving closer to her.
She looks at me as if Iâve just proved her point. âYou have sixteen dogs to choose from. Iâm sure your uncle can figure out which ones to run in the wolf race.â
âThe White Wolf. And he doesnât choose, I do.
Dad
taught me to choose.â I know itâs a dirty card to play, but I do what I have to. And if she tells me weâre moving, I already know what Iâm going to say. She can move if she wants, but I will choose to stay. The dogs and I are staying, end of discussion.
She presses her lips into a thin line and a heavy silence descends around us. If she knew dogs, sheâd see why I need a couple of Cookâs leaders. Even just two of his best race leaders may mean all the difference for us. I wish she knew dogs. A cold ache spreads through my body and I miss Dad as if the loss were fresh.
âI donât have time for this today.â Mom breaks the stalemate with a slump of her shoulders. âI have to work.â
âOf course you do.â
âMake sure you do your homework,â she says, ignoring my tone. âAnd can you make dinner for us? I should be home around five.â
Mom grabs her gear for the open house, sees my sixth-place ribbon from yesterday on the table, and hesitates. She turns back to me. âOh, Vicky. Iâm sorry I forgot to ask you how your race went. You did well.â
I shrug. She looks tired and drawn, her eyes peering out of sunken sockets. I suddenly notice how much older she seems, as if sheâs aged a lifetime this past year. Well, so have I.
She opens her mouth as if sheâs going to say something, then runs a hand through her graying blond hair and turns away. Our conversations have stuttered like this since the coffee shop incident.
The bell hanging from the doorknob tinkles and Iâm alone.
The dogs outside begin a howl, the song gaining strength as all the dogs join in. I can pick out the individual voices. Bean isnât hard to pick with that awful bawlingâhis version of a howl. Heâs got a little too much hound in him. Driftâs voice is gorgeous, full and throaty like a wolf howl.
Listening to them makes me more determined to carry out my plan with or without Momâs support. Her car crunches over the snow as she backs out of the driveway, leaving the dog truck just sitting there. I canât talk Cook down in price over the phone; I need to do it in person. And I need to check out all his dogs.