boxes, but some of the contents were in long fabric bags. For instance, the whips. And canes. And riding crops.
âIs this what youâre into?â asked Will, opening one of the boxes and showing me a selection of cuffs â leather, metal, fur-lined, velcro, you name it.
âThis is ⦠I mean. Wow. Itâs a collection. Does he just collect the stuff or does he use it?â
I opened another box, my curiosity overwhelming my caution now, and found a selection of first-edition titles, some of which â like
The Story of O
â were familiar to me, others not so well known.
â
The Harem of the Flagellants
,â I read, my finger hovering over a cheaply but sturdily bound Victorian tome. I shivered.
It was one thing to fantasise about these things, but quite another to see them in real life. I felt a strange kind of fear, as if I had skimmed a surface and been dragged underneath it. Now I was here in the underworld, could I get out again?
Will hadnât answered my question, so I asked it again.
âDoes any of this stuff get used?â
âI donât know. He hasnât had anyone here for a while. When he stays here, he just buries himself. Doesnât go out. Itâs like hibernation.â
âI guess his work is quite intense. Ever since he won the Palme dâOr.â
Will shrugged.
âDonât ask me. Iâve worked here for four years but I wouldnât say I knew him. This is the closest Iâve got to knowing anything about him. This here.â He waved his hand at the boxes.
I had opened another. It contained things I had never seen in my life before, silicone things that were a little bit like dildoes but with an outward flare halfway along the length.
âWhat the hell are these?â
Will snorted.
âDonât you know?â
âIâve never done anything kinky,â I defended myself.
âButt plugs, my love,â he said, picking one up.
âOh, donât touch it!â
âWhy not?â
I shook my head. I knew I was panicking, but I couldnât seem to rein myself in.
âFingerprints,â I mumbled.
He burst out laughing at that, waving the butt plug in the air.
âYouâre funny,â he said, between fresh gusts of mirth.
âYouâll have to share the joke.â A third voice spoke from the doorway.
I fell backwards on to my arse, my hand clamping my mouth so hard and fast I almost knocked a couple of teeth out.
I watched through wide-stretched eyes as everything seeming to crash into slo-mo. Will dropped the butt plug and raised himself to his feet, shoulders back, squared for combat.
The man in the door was, presumably, Jasper Jay, though he wasnât the way I remembered him from that medical soap he used to be in when I was a girl. Of course, a lot of water had passed under the bridge since then â fifteen yearsâ worth. He wasnât a fresh-faced bright-eyed youth in a white coat now. He stood with one arm braced against the doorframe, in an expensive suit, its light biscuit colour accentuating his dark looks. He had that famous-person thing of looking somehow bigger and shinier and brighter than a real man. I hadnât fancied him in the medical soap, or in the many news clips of him accepting the Palme dâOr, but now I could almost see the vortex of charisma inside which he existed.
But now wasnât a good time to be ogling my boss.
Now was about the worst time ever for that kind of thing.
âShit, I thought you were in France,â was Willâs pretty dreadful attempt at defending his actions.
I remained silent, cowering on a Turkish rug of early nineteenth-century vintage, concentrating on keeping Willâs bathrobe tightly wrapped around me.
âShit, youâre fired,â replied Jay laconically.
âYou canât just ââ
âYes, I can. Pack your things. Load up your car. Get out of here.â
âBut my rights