again, she thought, as she wheeled her Volvo past the tall chain-link fence that was topped with barbed wire corkscrewed like a big, unfriendly Slinky, maybe one of Kittyâs kids had bailed her out by now.
She parked, she turned off the ignition, she got out of the car and locked it as if she were simply going into the market, or into the nail salon for a manicure. Unlike the other New Falls ladies, Dana did not find jail a foreign land.
She remembered the drill:
âName.â
âDriverâs license.â
âInmate number.â
Crossing the parking lot, Dana zipped the Polarfleece, gladsheâd remembered to wear a jacket that did not have a hood. As she recalled, a hood was deemed a suspicious hiding place for a packet of cocaine or a loaded gun.
Pulling open the heavy glass door, Dana wondered where on earth Kitty had gotten a gun and when sheâd learned how to shoot.
The waiting room was harsh from too many fluorescent lights. A large, uniformed young man sat behind a desk next to a wall of computer screens. There had been no computers thirty-plus years ago.
What was familiar, however, was the air. It was stale and still, scented by bodies that had not been washed often or well enough. Dana knew if she closed her eyes, she might think she was back home, that it was Monday evening visiting hours, and sheâd come to see Daddy.
âMay I help you?â the uniformed young man asked.
Dana blinked. âYes,â she said, her voice just a whisper, as if not to disturb her long-ago ghosts. âCan you tell me if Kitty DeLano is being held here or if someone has posted her bail?â
The young man smiled. Well, that was certainly something else that was different from the stern, bullying looks of the Indiana guards. Maybe the prison system had decided to soften its approach.
âSheâs here,â he said. âAre you her attorney?â
It should have occurred to Dana that she might not get in to see Kitty without some credentials. At home, after all, sheâd been âfamily.â
She considered leaving, then realized that because Kitty was still there, her children apparently hadnât yet appeared.Not her children, not even an attorney. Perhaps Kitty was so cold and so scared that she hadnât known what to do or whom to call. Perhaps she truly was all alone.
Dana cleared her throat. âWe havenât decided whether or not Ms. DeLano will retain me.â Her journalism voice had returned, the voice that implied she was a professional and she was in charge. As long as the guard didnât ask for a card that stipulated she was a member of the bar.
He looked at his watch. âHer arraignment isnât until one. The judge is real busy this morning.â
âI know,â Dana said, as if she did. She was glad the guard did not question why an attorney would wear Polarfleece.
Then he stood up and leaned across the desk. âMay I see your driverâs license?â he asked, and Danaâs heart skipped a past-memory beat. She dug into her purse and extracted the document.
His eyes scanned it briefly, then he pointed to a tall, white archway that looked like the metal detectors in airports. She sucked in her breath and stepped toward the arch, thankful she hadnât put on an underwire bra when sheâd dressed that morning.
Three
It was a small, square room â not a big, open one like the one George Kimball had been escorted into so he could receive Monday night visitors.
There was a lone table the same size as the cozy kitchen table in the split-level where Dana had grown upânot a configuration of bureaucratic, banquet-style tables shaped into a âUâ with inmates parked on one side and visitors directed to the other.
It was almost friendlyânot at all like in Indiana.
Dana waited in the room alone, looking out a window that had wire honeycombed inside the glass. She clicked her fingernails together and