little Shell Shock come back to haunt. Lost his memory, lost his way.
âLet me know if that heatâs too much on your feet. I need cold on my legs; the Escalade can do both at once.
âHow many people can you get in here?
âIâve had eight adults but thatâs without golf clubs.
âMy father was missing when I cracked my kneecap. And my mother couldnât manage one more complication, a girl like me: injured and cold. Another bodyâs degeneration. She didnât consult a doctor until the morning of day two. Then a night in hospital. Drain the fluid, full plaster leg cast for a month.
âTheyâd never do that now. Too much muscle deterioration. Now itâs a system of braces.
âMy right leg is a quarter inch shorter than my left.
âBack problems?
âYou bet.
âParents have to take a more educated role in watching out for their kidsâ bodies in sports. Fundamentals. Codes of conduct. Early sports injuries can ruin lives and limit an adultâs activities later on. Coaches, too, must condition their athletes from day one. Sorry, Iâm a pamphlet again. You and your father were close?
âPliny the Elder spoke of knees as symbols of power. Theyâve been called âthe knob of the headâs staff.â Do power brakes help with your legs or make it harder to control the stops?
âSorry. I thought that guy was coming off the curb. They help. But still some rough stops. You know, no one dies from knees.
âHowie Morenz: dead of a broken leg.
âThe gameâs changed.
âIn the 1969-70 season, four years into the league, you won the scoring title â 120 points â you won the Hart Trophy, the Conn Smythe, and your team won the Stanley Cup. You scored the winning goal in overtime.
âDerek Sanderson was in his third year with us. Your dad would remember him checking Béliveau.
âI know; Iâll get to him. The next year â spring 1971 â my father â recovering from amnesia, from his time missing â was a Canadiens fan. He had always loved Jean Béliveau and stressed to me that Béliveau was the sort of player â the sort of man â we should all admire. A handsome gentleman, no naughty elbows, the home game sweater, the bleu-blanc-rouge , a little grey at the temples of his shot. Béliveauâs last season and that year my
father fell for Ken Dryden, his attitude, how he knew everything, could stop anything. The McGill law degree, the clean face, the wiseman posture: chin on glove on stick. A tender. I took the Bruins, I took you and the black shirts and Sandersonâs urges. Four is still my lucky number. Lucky for what, who knows, but I like its heft, its girth and smooth sound. I hear the number and see you â your shoulders not huge like the boys now â your face clean, hair flying, and so much neck in that vulnerable golf-shirt way, no Bobby Hull farmer tuft at your neck. My father in the big chair, feet up, his slices of sharp cheddar and Labattâs Blue and the sports section, rubbing the shrapnel starting to surface in his forearm, the game helping him back to the present. Me on the loveseat with my long teenage legs crossed, a springer spanielâs head at my knee. My sister upstairs purging chemo. The Canadiens took the Cup that year.
It smells like a saddle in here, Bobby, but quieter. Iâd count the speakers if I could find them. In the doors? On the ceiling? Merle Haggard never sounded so buttery. Weâll have roses in December . . .
âThatâs a pretty voice you have. Itâs the old country tunes I like. Not too jumpy, but not too smooth. You know, except for Hull, no one had really big shoulders back then. Now players do more to bulk up, spend short summers training and pumping. All we had off-season was lawn-mowing, golf and the race track. The gameâs changed and their proportions are different, muscled, not bulk. And the