Finding Cinderella Read Free

love?”
    “So don’t do that. Find you a good guy and tie him down and make love to him every night.”
    She groans. “That terrifies me. As curious as I am about the difference between making love and having sex . . . my stance on relationships makes it impossible to find out.”
    I think about her comment for a while. It’s weird, because she sounds a little like the female version of me. I’m not sure I’m as opposed to relationships as she is, but I’ve definitely never told a girl I loved her and I really hope that doesn’t happen for a hell of a long time.
    “You’re really never coming back?” I ask.
    “I’m really not coming back,” she says.
    I let go of her hand and press my palms onto the cabinet, then jump down. I move and stand in front of her, then place my hands on either side of her. “Let’s solve our dilemma right now.”
    She leans back. “Which dilemma?”
    I move my hands and place them on her hips, then pull her to me. “We have a good forty-five minutes to work with. I’m pretty sure I could make love to you in forty-five minutes. We can see what it’s like and if it’s even worth going through relationships in the future. That way when you leave here, you won’t worry about never knowing what it’s like.”
    She laughs nervously, then leans toward me again. “How do you make love to someone you aren’t in love with?”
    I lean forward until my mouth is next to her ear. “We pretend.”
    I can hear the breath catch in her lungs. She turns her face slightly toward mine and I feel her lips graze my cheek. “What if we’re bad actors?” she whispers.
    I close my eyes, because the possibility that I might actually be making love to this chick in a matter of minutes is almost too much to take in.
    “You should audition for me,” she says. “If you’re convincing then I just might agree to this absurd idea of yours.”
    “Deal,” I say.
    I take a step back and remove my shirt, then lay it on the floor. I grab my jacket off the counter and unfold it, then lay it on the floor as well. I turn back to the counter, then scoop her up. She locks herself around me, burying her head in my neck.
    “Where’s your shirt?” she asks, running her hands across my shoulder. I lower her to the floor, onto her back. I ease myself to her side and pull her against me.
    “You’re lying on it,” I respond.
    “Oh,” she says. “That was considerate of you.”
    I bring my hand up to her cheek. “That’s what people do when they’re this in love.”
    I feel her smile. “How in love are we?”
    “All the way,” I say.
    “Why? What is it about me you love so much?”
    “Your laugh,” I say immediately, not sure how much of that is actually made up. “I love your humor. I also love the way you tuck your hair behind your ears when you’re reading. And I love how you hate to talk on the phone almost as much as I do. I really love that you leave me those little notes all the time in your adorable handwriting. And I love that you love my dog so much, because he really likes you. I also love taking showers with you. Those are always fun.”
    I slide my hand from her cheek to the nape of her neck. I ease my mouth forward and rest my lips against hers.
    “Wow,” she says against my mouth. “You’re really convincing.”
    I smile and pull away. “Stop breaking character,” I tease. “Now it’s your turn. What do you love about me?”
    “I do love your dog,” she says. “He’s a great dog. I also love how you open doors for me even though I’m supposed to want to open doors for myself. I love that you don’t try to pretend you like old black and white movies like everyone else does, because they bore the hell out of me. I also love it when I’m at your house and every time your parents turn the other way, you steal little kisses from me. My favorite part about you though is when I catch you staring at me. I love that you don’t look away and you stare unapologetically,