Heâd soon get used to a new father. So I said Iâd keep away, for the boyâs sake. And thatâs what Iâve done. I kept my promise, and it wasnât easy sometimes, I can tell you. A father always wants to know how his sonâs grown up. So I never went looking; but when I heard his name on the radio, well, like I said, I thought it was a meant thing. And here I am. He sounded grand on the radio, just grand.â He brushed away the tears with the back of his hand. He had massively broad hands, brown and engrained with dirt. âIt took me two weeks thinking about it, and then a whole day standing out there in the rain before I could bring myself to knock on the door.â
He composed himself again before he went on. He was looking directly at my mother. âI havenât come to bother you, nor him. I promise. I just wanted to see him, see you all, and then Iâll be on my way.â
My mother glanced up at the kitchen clock. âWell, Iâm afraid heâs not going to be home for quite a while yet. Half an hour at least, maybe longer.â Then, quite suddenly, she snapped into teacher mode again â positive, confident, organising. âAll right,â she said. âCessie, you can go and run a bath.â
âWhat?â Sometimes I just could not understand herat all. Why on earth should I have a bath all of a sudden, and before supper too?
âNot for you, Cessie, for Mr Stevens.â She clapped her hands at me. âGo on, hop to it. And heâll need a towel too, from the airing cupboard â the big green one. We canât have Mr Stevens sitting around in those wet clothes till your father comes home, can we now? Heâll catch his death.â
âNot Mr Stevens, please. Popsicle. Iâm Popsicle,â my grandfather said quietly. âIâd like it very much if youâd call me Popsicle. Itâs what everyone calls me. Itâs what Iâm used to.â
My mother had been interrupted in full flow, but she was only momentarily taken aback. âPopsicle it is then,â she said, and she bustled me out of the kitchen. âIâll look out some of Arthurâs clothes for you,â I heard her telling him as I went up the stairs. âTheyâll be a bit on the large side, I shouldnât wonder. Weâll have those wet things of yours dry in a jiffy.â She was talking to him as if sheâd known him for years, as if he was one of the family.
I was thinking about that as I ran the bath, but it wasnât until I was fetching the towel from the airing cupboard that it began to sink in, that I began to understand what all this really meant. Until then I hadbelieved it, but I hadnât felt it. I had a new grandfather. Out of nowhere I had a new grandfather! A flush of sudden joy surged through me. As I watched him coming slowly up the stairs, hauling himself up by the banisters, all I wanted to do was to throw my arms round his neck and hug him. I waited until he reached the top, and then I did it. He looked a bit bewildered. Iâd taken him by surprise but I think he was pleased all the same.
âDo you have a loofah, Cessie?â he asked me. âI donât have baths very often. Bit difficult where I live. Bit cramped. Never enough water either. But when I do have a bath I always have my loofah.â
âWhatâs that?â I asked.
âItâs a sort of backscrubber. Reaches the parts you canât reach otherwise.â
âI donât think weâve got one,â I laughed. âBut you can have a duck, if you want. Iâve got a yellow plastic one called Patsy. Had it ever since I was little.â
âWhat more could a fellow want?â He smiled at me as I handed him the towel. âTell you what, Cessie, why donât you give us a tune on that fiddle of yours, eh? Same tune you were playing when I was out in the street. I liked that. I liked that a lot. You