said. âWhat ever made me do it? Iâm the one to look after him and Meg, and Iââ
âYou do look after them,â said Ellie.
âNo! I donât mend their clothes. I never talk to them anymoreââ
Ellie said, âDonât be putting blame on yourself. Life is hard for you now. When you lose someone itâs likeâlike having to find your way again.â
Amanda grew quiet. It was true, what Ellie had said.
That night, in bed with Jemmy and Meg, she left the candle burning. She said, âWho wants a story?â
âYou said you didnât know any,â said Jemmy.
âI didnât, but now I do.â
âIs it about Father?â he asked.
âItâs more about two sisters and their brother.â
âThatâs you and Meggie and I,â he said.
âAnd one of the sisters was a crosspatch,â said Amanda.
âThatâs you,â said Jemmy.
âSheâd lost her way,â said Amanda.
âWhat?â
âSheâd lost her way, but she found it again, so she wasnât a crosspatch anymore.â
âIs that all the story?â he asked.
âNo. The brother and sisters lived in the city of London in the country of England. And one dayâ do you know what they did?â
âWhat?â he said.
âThey went away. They left the city of London and the country of England. They left it all behind them.â
He sat up. âWhere did they go?â
âThey got on a big ship, and they sailed to America. They saw a town. That was Jamestown. They saw a man, and he came to meet them.â
âFather!â said Jemmy.
âFather,â said Meg.
âWhen are we going?â asked Jemmy.
âI donât know yet,â said Amanda, âbut we are going. We are! â
In the morning she asked Cook, âIf it please you, may I go outside?â
âNo,â said Cook. âWhere?â
âTo the next street over.â
âWhatâs on the next street over?â
âItâs where the Virginia Company is.â
âThe Virginia Company? What may that be?â
âItâs the company that sends out ships to America.â
âAnd whatâs that to you?â
âJemmy and Meg and Iâweâre going,â said Amanda.
Cook gave a snort. âAnd Iâm going to fly to the moon!â
âIf it please you,â said Amanda, âthe house is on Philpot Lane. Thatâs only a step away. Iâll be back in no time at all.â
âNo, you wonât,â said Cook, âbecause youâre not going.â
All morning Amanda worked. She swept and scrubbed. She mixed the bread and peeled the onions.
Toward noon, Cook shouted in her ear, âYouâve let the water pail go empty again!â
Amanda took up the pail and ran with it. Outside the back door she looked behind her. No one was watching.
She set the pail behind a currant bush. She picked up her skirts and went flying down the alley.
V
The House on Philpot Lane
Amanda went straight to the big brick house on Philpot Lane. No one answered her knock. She tried the door, and it opened. She went into a large room where men sat at tables. They were writing, and she could hear the scratch of pens on paper.
She chose the man with the kindest face. âIf it please you,â she said, âcan you tell me about the ships that sail to Virginia?â
He kept on writing. It looked as if he were setting down figures and adding them up.
âI was here once with my mother,â she told him. âWe wanted to go to Virginia because my father is there. A man said to come back later.â
She thought he hadnât heard. She made ready to say it all again. But he had stopped writing.
âYour fatherâs name?â he asked.
âJames Freebold.â
He opened a book and ran his finger down the pages. âYes, heâs here.â
âWe want to go on the