face;
Iâd settle for the music of his voice from down the hall â
a three a.m. cry for his motherâs milk.
â EPITAPH FOR LUKE HONEY (MAY 6, 2067âAUGUST 7, 2067),
BY MARIA HONEY, HIS MOTHER,
NOVEMBER 2, 2068
C HAPTER O NE
J UNE 16, 2097 â T HIRTY Y EARS L ATER
Glum and restless, I stared out through the living room window as rain ticked sideways against the glass and flowed steadily down. In the late-afternoon murk, the glossy streaks of wet looked like narrow metal bars. This wasnât a prison, but the nonstop Sunday downpour made it feel like one. Outside, the sprawling carpet of grass drank in the cloudburst. I could practically see the individual blades growing, which meant more work for me. But not today, a bad day for mowing lawns. Or hopping on my bike and heading off to somewhere â anywhere â more exciting.
Maybe the rainfall was trying to tell me something. Because what I should have been doing was getting ready for my trials. Confined by the weather to this big old house, with most of its other residents in their rooms or otherwise quietly keeping to themselves, I had only one excuse for not studying: Mom had asked me to meet her here. She was going to make time in her busy schedule for a âvisitâ with me. How could I have refused?
Anyway, I had a reason â besides just getting a chance to talk to her for a change â to meet with her. I had my own topic to chat about. It was a topic I believed sheâd been avoiding.
I heard the office door open, and a moment later she appeared. The two other women in the room glanced up and went back to their reading. She smiled and plopped down on the couch next to me and for a moment joined me in gazing silently out the window. Her mascara looked clumpier than usual, maybe to mask the fatigue in her eyes. It wasnât working.
âHow are you, Kellen?â she said finally. She rested her hand on mine. It felt comfortingly familiar but irritating at the same time.
âTerrific,â I said. âSmooth summer so far. We won our game yesterday. I got two doubles.â
âThatâs wonderful.â
âToo bad you werenât there.â
âI wanted to be.â
âThree,â I said, silhouetting three fingers against the gray daylight.
âWhat?â
âThree. Games. Youâve been to three. Iâve played eleven.â
âWork keeps getting in the way. Weâve hadâ¦complications. But theyâre temporary. Things will be back to normal soon.â
Normal. âNormalâ meant she wouldâve gotten to four or five games. Her job with PAC â the Population Apportionment Council â was her top priority. I was number two. âItâs okay.â Iâd raised a subject. Not my main subject, but a start. Iâd made a point, maybe.
âItâs not okay. I simply donât have a choice.â
I shrugged. She had a choice. She had smarts, degrees, experience, other employers sniffing around. She wouldâve had no problem finding a different job. But I was done with this topic. I freed my hand from hers and pretended to straighten a sock.
âHow are your studies going?â she asked, getting to what I figured all along was her motive for our âvisit.â
âHave you talked to Dad yet?â I said. âAbout me going to see him?â
âIâve been so busy. And you need time to prepare for your trials.â
âMy studies are fine. You said youâd get him a message. Or talk to him about it the next time he called.â
âWhat about your history class?â Mom said, not wavering from the topic of my education. âWhat do you think of Ms. Anderson as an instructor? Is she getting you the essential material? Iâve heard she can beâ¦unconventional.â
Anderson? She was unconventional , maybe, but in a good way. âSheâs doing great. Iâm doing great.