come to this house of death, he told himself. There had part of him, at least, which had hoped he would arrive too late to give absolution â because there was a part of him which had hoped that Fred Howerd would burn in hell for all eternity.
But Fred Howerdâs fate had not been his to decide, and in merely holding on to that hope he had failed â not for the first time â to carry out the task that God had entrusted him with.
âBut I will not fail again,â he promised, as he felt the rain trickling down his neck. âI will see that justice is done â here on earth â for Fred Howerd.â
ONE
M onika Paniatowski had only ever had one bad experience with a priest, but that had been more than enough to make her wary of them as a breed, and the moment she saw Father OâBrien sitting in the âcosyâ corner of George Baxterâs office, her stomach lurched.
Priests had no business visiting chief constables, she told herself, in an attempt to rationalize what was beyond rationalization.
Priests and chief constables inhabited different worlds â worlds which rarely touched.
But they must be touching now, mustnât they, Monika? asked a mocking voice somewhere in the back of her mind. The very fact that this priest is here at all must mean theyâre bloody near colliding!
Baxter stood up â he was always a gentleman, even in the presence of his minions â and said, âAh, Chief Inspector Paniatowski! Would you care to join us?â
No, Paniatowski thought, I wouldnât.
But she crossed the room, and sat down in the armchair opposite her boss, anyway.
Baxter ran his hand through his shock of sandy hair â something he always did when he was nervous.
âThis is Father OâBrien,â he said. He turned his attention back to the priest. âTell the chief inspector what you told me, Father.â
âMay I smoke?â OâBrien asked.
Baxter glanced involuntarily down at the almost over-spilling ashtray in front of the priest, smiled, and said, âOf course, Father.â
As the priest lit up, Paniatowski took the opportunity to study him. He was around forty-five, she guessed. His black clerical shirt was stained grey with the ash of innumerable cigarettes, and though he had shaved that morning, he had done so either hurriedly or distractedly.
He was a man who would always try to do the right thing in every situation, she decided, but he was not a strong man â a confident man â and if other priests were available, she suspected his parishioners would much prefer to take their problems to them.
The priest cleared his throat. âYesterday, I administered the last rites to a man called Frederick Howerd,â he said.
He paused, as if expecting Paniatowski to react in some way.
âThe case was before our time, Monika,â George Baxter explained. âHowerd served twenty-two years for the rape and murder of a young girl. He was only finally released because he was dying.â
Paniatowski nodded, as if she understood â though she didnât.
âJust before he died, he told me that he was not guilty of the crime,â OâBrien said portentously.
Paniatowski shrugged uneasily. âThatâs not at all unusual,â she said. âIâve known men who killed their victims in front of half a dozen witnesses, but who still refused â right to the end â to admit that they did it.â
âWhen you say âright to the endâ, you mean right to the end of their trials , donât you?â the priest asked.
âYes,â Paniatowski agreed.
âBut not to the end of their lives ,â the priest said, with emphasis. âAre you a member of the Faith, Chief Inspector?â
âI donât see what that has to do with anything ,â Paniatowski replied, suddenly defensive.
âFrederick Howerd knew he was dying,â the priest said slowly.