âThere can be absolutely no doubt about it.â
Paniatowski shrugged again. âIâll accept that,â she conceded.
âAnd he knew more,â the priest continued. âHe knew that if he died in a state of mortal sin, he would burn in the everlasting pit forever. That is why you can be certain that what he told me was the truth.â
Paniatowski felt a tingling which Charlie Woodend â her mentor, the man she most admired in the whole world â would have called a âgut feelingâ. She was treading on dangerous ground, she warned herself, and though she had no idea why that ground should be dangerous, it would be best to get clear of it as soon as possible.
âSurely, whatever he told you under the seal of confession should be absolutely confidential,â she said.
âSo you are a believer,â the priest countered.
Paniatowski shook her head.
But sometimes she was! Sometimes, despite herself, she was .
âI have struggled long and hard with the knowledge I have been entrusted with,â the priest told her. âAnd I have finally decided that since what Fred Howerd confessed to me was that he had not committed a sin, I am not bound by the seal.â
Paniatowskiâs already queasy stomach did another somersault. This was going to be bad â she just knew it was.
âEven if he was innocent, thereâll be no proof of that â not after twenty-two years,â she said, realizing how desperate she sounded â and wondering why she sounded so desperate. âAnd if mistakes were made, thereâs nothing you can do about it now.â
âNo mistake was made,â the priest said heavily. âIt was all very deliberate. Fred Howerd was âfitted upâ.â
The last two words fell uncomfortably from his lips.
As if they were not natural to him.
As if he had made a conscious effort to speak to the police in their own language.
âItâs twenty-two years ,â Paniatowski repeated. âThe officers responsible are probably dead by now. And the same will be true of the real murderer, for Godâs sake! That is, if it really wasnât Howerd who did it.â
âDo not take the name of the Lord your God in vain,â the priest said sternly.
âIâm sorry, I didnât mean to offend you,â Paniatowski said contritely.
âIt is not I you have offended,â OâBrien told her.
Paniatowski turned to Baxter â looking for support, waiting for him to tell the troublesome priest that he was on a hiding to nothing.
The chief constable gazed back at her, with eyes that were filled with pain.
And the pain was for her , she suddenly realized â for his ex-lover who heâd never quite been able to bring himself to stop caring for just a little.
âWhat . . . what do you want?â she asked the priest, stuttering over her words. âAre you asking for compensation for Howerdâs family?â
âI want justice for a man who has been sorely wronged,â the priest intoned. âI want the officers who framed him to be punished for their crime.â
âYouâre asking for the impossible,â Paniatowski said harshly. âGood God . . .â and this time she used the phrase with baiting deliberation, âdo you even know their names or where they are now?â
âYes,â the priest said. âI do. The sergeant involved still works at Scotland Yard. His name is Bannerman.â He paused for a moment. âAnd the chief inspector â the one who was in charge of the investigation and who must therefore shoulder most of the blame â is retired and lives in Spain.â
Now, finally, Paniatowski understood why her gut had been playing her up from the second she walked into the room. Now, finally, she could read the look of pain in George Baxterâs eyes. Now, finally, it was all brutally â horrifically â
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