âSop er up with that, Dickie-Bird, make that plate shine like the dog licked it.â Thatâs what he called me, Dickie-Bird.
âSometimes I couldnât finish no matter what, and then I didnât get the cake or the puddin. Heâd take it and eat it himself. Andsometimes when I could finish all my dinner, Iâd find heâd smashed a cigarette butt into my piece of cake or my vanilla puddin. He could do that because he always sat next to me. Heâd make like it was a big joke. âWhoops, missed the ashtray,â heâd say. My ma and pa never put a stop to it, although they must have known that even if it was a joke, it wasnât a fair one to play on a child. They just made out like it was a joke, too.â
âThatâs really bad,â Danny said. âYour folks should have stood up for you. My mom does. My daddy would, too.â
âThey were scairt of him. And they were right to be scairt. Andy Hallorann was a bad, bad motorcycle. Heâd say, âGo on, Dickie, eat around it, that wonât poison ya.â If I took a bite, heâd have Nonnieâthat was his housekeeperâs nameâbring me a fresh dessert. If I wouldnât, it just sat there. It got so I could never finish my meal, because my stomach would get all upset.â
âYou should have moved your cake or puddin to the other side of your plate,â Danny said.
âI tried that, sure, I wasnât born foolish. Heâd just move it back, saying dessert went on the right.â Dick paused, looking out at the water, where a long white boat was trundling slowly across the dividing line between the sky and the Gulf of Mexico. âSometimes when he got me alone he bit me. And once, when I said Iâd tell my pa if he didnât leave me alone, he put a cigarette out on my bare foot. He said, âTell him that, too, and see what good it does you. Your daddy knows my ways already and heâll never say a word, because he yella and because he wants the money I got in the bank when I die, which I ainât fixing to do soon.âââ
Danny listened in wide-eyed fascination. He had always thought the story of Bluebeard was the scariest of all time, the scariest there ever could be, but this one was worse. Because it was true.
âSometimes he said that he knew a bad man named Charlie Manx, and if I didnât do what he wanted, heâd call Charlie Manx on the long-distance and heâd come in his fancy car and take me away to a place for bad children. Then Grampa would put his hand between my legs and commence squeezing. âSo you ainât gonnasay a thing, Dickie-Bird. If you do, ole Charlie will come and keep you with the other children he done stole until you die. And when you do, youâll go to hell and your body will burn forever. Because you peached. It donât matter if anybody believes you or not, peaching is peaching.â
âFor a long time I believed the old bastard. I didnât even tell my White Gramma, the one with the shining, because I was afraid sheâd think it was my fault. If Iâd been older I wouldâve known better, but I was just a kid.â He paused. âThere was something else, too. Do you know what it was, Danny?â
Danny looked into Dickâs face for a long time, probing the thoughts and images behind his forehead. At last he said, âYou wanted your father to get the money. But he never did.â
âNo. Black Grampa left it all to a home for Negro orphans in Alabama, and I bet I know why, too. But thatâs neither here nor there.â
âAnd your good gramma never knew? She never guessed?â
âShe knew there was something, but I kep it blocked away, and she left me alone about it. Just told me that when I was ready to talk, she was ready to listen. Danny, when Andy Hallorann diedâit was a strokeâI was the happiest boy on earth. My ma said I didnât have to