Danny, it will be your turn to be the teacher. The pupil will come.â
âIf Mrs. Massey doesnât get me first,â Danny said morosely.
They came to a bench. Dick sat down. âI donât dare go any further; I might not make it back. Sit beside me. I want to tell you a story.â
âI donât want stories,â Danny said. âSheâll come back, donât you get it? Sheâll come back and come back and come back .â
âShut your mouth and open your ears. Take some instruction.â Then Dick grinned, displaying his gleaming new dentures. âI think youâll get the point. Youâre far from stupid, honey.â
7
Dickâs motherâs motherâthe one with the shiningâlived in Clearwater. She was the White Gramma. Not because she was Caucasian, of course, but because she was good . His fatherâs father lived in Dunbrie, Mississippi, a rural community not far from Oxford. His wife had died long before Dick was born. For a man of color in that place and time, he was wealthy. He owned a funeral parlor. Dick and his parents visited four times a year, and young Dick Hallorann hated those visits. He was terrified of Andy Hallorann, and called himâonly in his own mind, to speak it aloud would have earned him a smack across the chopsâthe Black Grampa.
âYou know about kiddie-fiddlers?â Dick asked Danny. âGuys who want children for sex?â
âSort of,â Danny said cautiously. Certainly he knew not to talk to strangers, and never to get into a car with one. Because they might do stuff to you.
âWell, old Andy was more than a kiddie-fiddler. He was a damn sadist, as well.â
âWhatâs that?â
âSomeone who enjoys giving pain.â
Danny nodded in immediate understanding. âLike Frankie Listrone at school. He gives kids Indian burns and Dutch rubs. If he canât make you cry, he stops. If he can, he never stops.â
âThatâs bad, but this was worse.â
Dick lapsed into what would have looked like silence to a passerby, but the story went forward in a series of pictures and connecting phrases. Danny saw the Black Grampa, a tall man in a suit as black as he was, who wore a special kind of
( fedora )
hat on his head. He saw how there were always little buds of spittle at the corners of his mouth, and how his eyes were red-rimmed, like he was tired or had just gotten over crying. He saw how he would take Dickâyounger than Danny was now, probably the same age heâd been that winter at the Overlookâon his lap. If they werenât alone, he might only tickle. If they were, heâd put his hand between Dickâs legs and squeeze his balls until Dick thought heâd faint with the pain.
âDo you like that?â Grampa Andy would pant in his ear. He smelled of cigarettes and White Horse scotch. âCoss you do, every boy likes that. But even if you donât, you dassnât tell. If you do, Iâll hurt you. Iâll burn you.â
âHoly shit,â Danny said. âThatâs gross.â
âThere were other things, too,â Dick said, âbut Iâll just tell you one. Grampy hired a woman to help out around the house after his wife died. She cleaned and cooked. At dinnertime, sheâd slat out everything on the table at once, from salad to dessert, because thatâs the way ole Black Grampa liked it. Dessert was always cake or puddin. It was put down on a little plate or in a little dish next to your dinnerplate so you could look at it and want it while you plowed through the other muck. Grampaâs hard and fast rule was you could look at dessert but you couldnât eat dessert unless you finished every bite of fried meat and boiled greens and mashed potatoes. You even had to clean up the gravy, which was lumpy and didnât have much taste. If it wasnât all gone, Black Grampaâd hand me a hunk of bread and say