monitor light
and is beautiful almost
like actresses might
be if not built of platinum,
wax, and uranium
need
you I love you,
she promises thousands of pop-
lyric times and trillions
of dollars and renminbi.
Promise him you and she
arenât Janus-mask-sides of the same night?
The maskâs eyes:
strabismic,
forked by two beacons,
one of the sacred
heart of banality,
one of the unbright
guidestar to irreality
far from this âany old
nightâ with legs âspreadâ
and âEgyptianâ linens, made
in China, cold,
ironed, tight on the bed
of conception
of cataclysmic
ideology and kids.
Because there wasâ
no stone speck
or salt earth clod
that didnât seem
a symbol andâno symbol
in his time that could
not be stood
on or trod
into the road
that didnât go
to you,
out of
scuro,
into
chiaro,
without withstandable pain.
A neural fire becomes
an image, image
imitated by a sound,
a stone. A âstoneâ
in Suppliceâs hand.
She who is without
pain shall cast
the first spell. There was
a child named âseven
billion humans.â This child had
a qualitas
occulta
called
an âinnocence,â an imitation of
a stone that struck the image of a man
and woman staring at an ad
for immortality.
Where are we
at the edge
of a great reserve
against acceptance
that your hair is white,
your bones click in the tintype
light of it no longer being
one summer
you were immune
to time, mouth to mouth, blue brandy-
fire crown
revolving in
your chest against
another citizen of summerâs chest
on the beach at the reservoir.
A bed in a windowless room.
Suppliceâs hand
cupped to his ear;
it was whispering
something like
ehtel, ehtel
over and over,
a hand like
a lightning whelk
quoting the ocean
backward, tide
so high the delta
reverses and salts
the source.
House on a seaport road. And that
âlook on the zero zero
that is her face beside his in the fog
in the mirror. Horn
of a lighthouse
telling cargos of international money
the safe route home
âlook of scorn
for ontology, scorn
for the squints behind
the fogging lenses of his glasses
in the mirror that swings open
the door to the sea, lamp-
post light on the road and light
from monitors in windows (islanded, rectified,
static blue skies)
refracted by
no
Ding
an sich
ness.
Ship of December
docked at the dwarf star
in her iris. MCMXLV
recurs. June, July. V
of bombers fly
north to mate fire with fire.
Did he say,
can we reconcile
the sexual tear with the ember.
She smiled, and the new year
screamed from the sky,
and the docked ship went down
to her benthic zone
to become a home
for extremophiles.
American rain and French lace.
Germanic ink and Rome erased.
Hebrew blood in Arab blood.
Aramaic not quite understood.
Greek pillars fall on Russian dolls.
Seven billion human shadows writ
a thousand suns
in Sanskrit
on a blown-down wall.
And you are who he asks
to love. Supplice is who
his time supplies. She tasks,
she mocks him: try to
filter pillars from the rising seas
and carve them into letters, these.
This book is set in Perpetua
by the Center for Literary Publishing
at Colorado State University.
Copyediting by Melissa Hohl.
Proofreading by Jayla Rae Ardelean.
Typesetting by Drew Webster.
Cover design by Stephanie GâSchwind.
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