muttered.
âJust go,â Raymond said. âGet on that bus, get out of town! I donât want your money.â
The man peered into his eyes.
âNot a cent,â Raymond insisted, holding his palm up. He would not make money off of someone whoâd almost lost his life to the Macoutes, no matter how desperate things were. It would be dishonest, even immoral. Somehow, he knew, taking money would upset the balance of things. He just needed to leave, to get away from these people, to make it home by eight oâclock. Thankfully, home was just a few minutes from here.The more time he spent with these fugitives, the more he was convinced danger would haunt him.
âI owe youââ
âGo!â Raymond repeated. âGet on that bus!â
The woman stopped on the sidewalk, staring back at them. âMilot, letâs go!â
The man leaned in closer to Raymond at the window, and the bus driver let loose a fresh string of obscenities.
âGod bless you for all youâve done for us today, brother,â the man said. âYou saved our lives. If you ever need help, come to the town of Marigot, past Jacmel, and ask for me on the beach. The blue house with red windows. My name is Milot Sauveur.â
Raymond frowned. Sauveur. That name was familiar. And that voice? Raymondâs face brightened and he leaned closer. âMilot Sauveur? The reporter from Radio Lakay?â
Sauveur nodded. Raymond couldnât believe it. Here was that voice, in the flesh, a voice heâd spent long afternoons listening to in his kitchen while shining his shoes. Here was that voice, whose reports heâd so come to trust. Six weeks ago, when Milot Sauveur had suddenly gone silent, everyone had assumed the worst. Raymond was thrilled to see him in one piece, but what did this mean? He was alive, but for how long? People like Sauveur had only two fates these days: imprisonment or deathâthe same thing, effectively. Sauveur leaned in and tossed ten gourdes on the dashboard before Raymond could refuse. The bills fluttered around and fell on Raymondâs lap.
âIâll never forget this,â Sauveur said, squeezing Raymondâs arm. Raymond could only nod in response.
Then Sauveur ran toward his wife, grabbed her hand, and shepherded her and the baby onto the bus. There was a brief commotion inside. Raymond could hear passengers sucking their teeth and caught a glimpse of eyes rolling in annoyance as the family stumbled down the aisle. The busâs engine came to life in a cloud of black smoke.
Raymond pulled down his visor and looked again at the photographof his children. Go home, Raymond. His eyes shifted to the rearview. Nothing suspicious. He backed out of his spot, repressing a shudder as he lost himself in the traffic.
Raymond parked his Datsun in the driveway and exhaled. Heâd made it home alive, intact, with four minutes to spare. He wanted to run inside and lock the doors. He needed the safety of his home, the two-bedroom apartment theyâd been renting for a few years, in the back of an old gingerbread house. Yet he found he could barely move.
He peeled his fingers off the wheel and stared at them, willing the tremors away. His entire body seemed to be vibrating with a mild seizure, and he smelled the sweat festering in his armpits. He closed his eyes and leaned his head back against the headrest. He couldnât extract himself from the car. Not yet. He needed his legs to stop shaking. He couldnât remember the last time heâd confronted death this way, come so close to it. In some ways, he thought, it was surprising. Everyone in Port-au-Prince lived in deathâs shadow.
Finally, he got out, wobbling. He considered the small white Datsun heâd been driving for years. It was now his accomplice in a crime, regardless of good intentions. He had acted purely out of instinct. And now, heart racing, he faced the likely facts of his situation: they must
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