couldnât rely on Quinn and his Monastery, then Iâd need to find someone else. Tristan always said I had the most raw power heâd ever seen in a Necromancer.
By the gods, I could get trained. âDo you know of anyone whoâs refusing the mark? Anywhere I could learn to become a Necromancer?â
Quinnâs still features melted into a placating look. âYouâd need to reach the Grand Mistress level. Thatâs years of grueling study. Few make it after a lifetime and you only have five years. I say live them to the fullest. Enjoy your farm. Think on your good memories of Tristan.â
I set my fist on my hip. âIf I were the type of person who gave up, I wouldnât have a farm in the first place. Now, do you know where I can get trained or donât you?â
Quinn looked to the ceiling, as if imploring the gods for patience. I was starting to really dislike him. âThe Zelle Cloister sits high in the mountains on an isolated spot. Its Sisters are elderly and weak. Word is, the Tsar isnât bothering to ask for their fealty. Maybe they could train you⦠If youâre sure thatâs what you truly wish to do.â
I paced the floor. My life teetered on a precipice. On one side, there was life Iâd carved out for myself. The Braddock was my legacy and first love. Maybe the Tsar would die of natural causes before my time was up.
On the other side, there was a chance to save myself and Tristan. I could choose a strange new existence as a Sister in a Cloister for Necromancy. Becoming a Grand Mistress Necromancer meant years of backbreaking work for possibly no reward. And Iâd have to leave Braddock Farm behind, maybe to never see it again.
I ran my fingertips along Tristanâs jawline. Images of his suffering flickered through my mind. His pale skin blackening with char. The mass of gore that was once his firm chest. His horrible screams. That was Tristanâs existence now and for all eternity, and it could be mine as well. Unless I did something.
There really was no choice. My life tumbled into a new phase. âIâm positive. You can be on your way now.â
âAre you sure you donât want my help for the journey?â It was hard to tell if he felt anything, but I thought I saw a flicker of worry on his face.
As much as I wished Quinn would help me, I couldnât blame him for wanting to protect someone he loved. âNo, youâve fealty to pledge and no time to waste. Besides, thereâs a Cloister agent in town. She can take me.â Most towns had a recruiting agent for Necromancers. They were always someone whoâd left the order but still had contacts. The one for my Shire had been trying to get me to join up for years. Sheâd be thrilled when I stopped by. âPlease. Iâve kept you long enough as it is.â
âBest of luck to you, then.â
âAnd you as well.â
Quinn stepped away and closed the door behind him. I moved back to Tristan and gripped his hand. Already, the flesh was ice cold. My friend was gone, but still suffering. âDonât worry, Tristan. Iâll try with everything I am. For both of us.â
And I meant it.
Chapter Two
Five years later
I leaned against a wall in the Zelle Cloister library and tried to hold back my temper. Good Necromancers always controlled their emotions. And now that Iâd attained the level of Grand Mistress Necromancer? I shouldnât let anything upset me. Still, I wanted to tear every book in this library to shreds.
I couldnât find the Master Atlas of Magick , and that was thwarting all my plans.
After five years of hard work, Iâd finally tracked down the elusive Tsar. Viktor would visit the Midnight Cloister on Sunday⦠The same day that my curse ran out. I brushed my hand over my queasy stomach. In one week, my torso would get torn wide open, followed by fires that would consume me for all eternity. Panic tightened