humiliated enough in my life to know how it felt, and Griff didnât deserve that. The sooner I could get to Hollywood, the better! Iâd been thinking about it since the summer of my freshman year, when I realized college wasnât for me. Being pinnedâand then leaving Griff behindâwas one thing I didnât wantto have to regret when I left. I just had to figure out how to get enough money to buy my train ticket.
âThis one or this one?â Mary was holding up my drop-waisted orchid satin dress and my maize Chelsea-collared chiffon.
âNeither.â I stepped beyond her and pulled my white tennis jumper from its hanger.
She grabbed it from me. âYou canât wear that !â
âGood grief! Iâve got the play tonight. Besides, Iâve already told you heâs not going to pin me. And even if he did, Iâve known Griff for . . . a long time. Itâs not as if he hasnât seen me in a plain old skirt and sweater. Or nothing at all, for that matter.â
Maryâs eyes grew wide, and Louise looked at me as if Iâd suddenly sprouted horns.
I might have laughed, but I couldnât resist the temptation to give them the person they so obviously imagined me to be. I smiled a long, slow, smoldering smile as if I were the actress Theda Bara. And then I gave a languorous shrug of my shoulder as I prowled toward my bed, throwing in a shimmy for good measure.
Mary gasped. âYou didnât.â She turned to Louise. âShe didnât! She couldnât have; she wouldnât, would she? You donât think theyâveââ
I broke into laughter. Peals of it. I couldnât help it. âNo, I neverâ! I was talking about when we were babies . Our families have gone to the shore together every summer for practically forever.â
Louise blushed so bright she looked like a strawberry with that green hat on her head. âI wasnât thinking that .My goodness! How could you even . . . but . . . you almost . . . you seemed so vampy there for a second. I never quite know what to think about you, Ellis. You might want to pretend to be Mary Pickford once in a while or people might start to wonder . . .â
Our own Mary was looking at my tennis jumper, nose wrinkled. âHonestly! Youâd think you werenât even an Eton, with clothes like that.â
Which is what I said whenever I went home on the weekends. But Mother only sighed and talked about whether my old things were still serviceable. âJust think how many orphans can be fed and clothed with the money youâre thinking of spending.â I undid the buttons on my skirt and let it drop to the floor, and then I pulled my blouse off over my head. âDo either of you actually know when this pinning is supposed to happen?â
âNow.â
âNow!â
âSure. Just as soon as the boys get done with class.â
âBut he canât! Tonightâs the play.â And I had to head over to the theater soon . . . where Griff would eventually be meeting me. Iâd just have to make sure he didnât catch me between here and there alone. I pulled the tennis jumper on over my head and tugged the skirt down smooth.
There was a knock at the door.
The girls shouted âCome inâ while I shouted âGo away!â Two voices beat one, for Irene Bennett opened the door and thrust a tall glass jug in our direction. âJust look what I bought!â
If she werenât still standing in the door, I would have slipped around her. âLooks like a very nice jug, Irene.â
âItâs not just a jug. Itâs a jug filled with grape juice .â
I pulled her into the room so I could get around her. âWhy donât you go drink it somewhere, then?â
âBecause, look: right there. Read what it says.â
I obliged her. ââWarning. If left in a dark place,