ache.
âRashawn!â
âCassie!â
Both girls squeal and hug as if they havenât seen each other for weeks. Cassandra Bennet is as popular as Ashley Harper. She could have anybody in fourth grade as her best friend. And she chose Rashawn. Good choice. Iâm friends with them too.
Only Iâm the third . Every time Iâve been the third friend in a group of three girls, Iâve always known where I stood. Rashawn and Cassie couldnât be nicer to me. And Iâm grateful to have them as friends. But I know theyâre best friends with each other.
Like Ashley and Larissa are best friends.
And Brooks and Dylan.
And Colt and me. Or at least, I thought we were.
âSee you later, Ellie!â Ashley calls as Larissa drags her away.
Cassie asks about Dream. She and Rashawn and I talk for a minute. Then the two of them start talking about some TV show they watch.
I wander off to my desk. Around me I hear kids talking and laughing. I realize I havenât said good morning to God yet. So I do that. I think about how Jesus never makes me feel like a third. Mom says my grannyâs favorite song was âWhat a Friend We Have in Jesus.â Grannyâs right again.
The bell rings. We settle in while Principal Fishpaw reads announcements and tells us whatâs for lunch. He tells a joke about two fish. Nobody laughs.
âWhat is going on?â Miss Hernandez, our teacher, shouts.
I look up to see envelopes flying overhead. One lands on my desk. Somebody grabs it and flings it like a Frisbee across the room. There are at least a dozen envelopes sailing over desks.
Then I realize theyâre invitations to Coltâs party. And heâs the one throwing them.
Miss Hernandez grabs an envelope in midair. She opens it. âWhat is this?â She reads it silently. âA party invitation?â She frowns at Colt. âColt, you know our rule about not handing out party invitations in the classroom.â
âYeah,â he says.
Miss Hernandez tilts her head to the side. She only does this when sheâs starting to get angry. She made the no-invitation rule after Larissa brought hers to class. Only, Larissa invited just half of our class. I didnât get an invitation. Neither did a couple of other girls, who cried when they didnât get invited. Thatâs when our teacher said no more invitations.
âUm, Miss Hernandez?â I say. âColtâs inviting everybody. Everyone in class gets an invitation.â
Her head straightens up on her shoulders again. âOh.â The mad drains out of her. âWell, Iâm glad about that. Still, Iâd rather you do this after school. All right?â
Colt shrugs.
School starts for real. We begin with reading, which I love, and move to math, which I donât.
I try to listen to the number questions. But it feels like the numbers float over my head. They donât stay in my brain.
I turn and stare out the window.
I do some of my best daydreaming while looking out this window. Only now that I have my own horse, my daydreams have changed a little.
I wake up, and the first sound I hear is a nicker. Itâs soft as my pillow. I know itâs Ellieâs Dream. I go to the window and open it. She sticks her head inside. I kiss her good morning and stroke her blaze. Then I climb out the window and jump on her, bareback. âLetâs get Colt,â I whisper.
We lope across the road to Coltâs. The sun is beginning to rise. And thereâs Colt, waiting. Heâs sitting on his quarter horse, doing rope tricks. He waves his cowboy hat. We take off at full gallops, my best friend on his horse and me on mine.
âEllie?â Miss Hernandez is standing over my desk. âDid you hear the question?â
âI . . . uh . . .â I look behind her, to Coltâs desk. He always bails me out at times like this, when Iâve been daydreaming. I study his
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