and all it was a task to pick out Tom Paine, and the search over, a thankless task it seemed to the doctor. The clothes were the same, the beard worse, the dirt thicker, the whole a disgusting bundle of rags and misery that whispered for the doctor to go away and allow it to die in peace.
âAh, and die you shall,â the doctor said to himself.
âGo away,â Paine groaned.
âYou have a letter from Franklin?â Kearsley inquired, clutching at one last straw.
âYes, damn him!â
âAhâand what money, my good lad?â
âThree pounds seven,â Paine whispered.
âAh! And tomorrow youâll be up and walking! Got the money with you? Got any luggage?â
âCanât you see Iâm dying?â
The doctor left and then returned with the boatman, who demanded three shillings before he would step onto the ship. Hand and foot, they took Tom Paine, dragged him out into the air, and then dumped him like a pile of rags into the bottom of the boat.
There was a last spark of defiance and consciousness in Paine, only enough for him to call the doctor and boatman a pair of bastards and ask why he hadnât been left to die. The doctor was equally frank, and as the boatman pulled for shore he leaned over his sweating, suffering patient and explained, âBecause three pounds seven are not come by every day, not by a man whoâs starting in practice. Iâm not a thief; Iâll earn the money; youâll live, though God only knows why.â
âThe Lord giveth; the Lord taketh away; blessed be the Lord,â said a Quaker lady who brought him a box of cookies and a scent bag to hang under his nose. She had heard that there was a homeless one living with Kearsley, and that he was profane and dirty, and that Kearsley had wagered the great Dr. Japes twenty pounds that the patient wouldnât die. That was blasphemous. Now Paine admitted to her that he had been born and raised a Quaker, while Kearsley snickered at the foot of the bedâwhich made matters worse.
âPray,â she told Paine. âBeg the Lordâs forgiveness and his everlasting mercy.â
âHeâs cured now.â Kearsley smiled.
âPray, pray!â she called back as she fled from the room, and Kearsley leaned over the footboard, shaking with laughter.
âWhat a filthy devil you are,â Paine said.
âCall the kettle black! Didnât I give you your first bath?â
âGet out of here.â
âI came to remind you that you owe me ten pounds,â the doctor said. âYouâve been here six weeks, so thatâs reasonable. Iâve saved your life, for what thatâs worth, and altogether itâs a small piece of gratitude youâve shown. What is a manâs life worth?â
âIâm grateful,â Paine muttered, âand mineâs worth little enough. Iâll pay you when I find work.â
âDoing what?â
Paine shrugged.
âI could throw you into jail for the debt,â the doctor speculated.
âYou could,â Paine admitted. He was thin and worn with his sickness, white skin into which the twisted brown eyes were sunk like heavy question marks, bones stretching him like old clothes on a dryer. Kearsley said he was well, but he felt too tired to talk or plead.
âIâll give you a month,â Kearsley said suddenly. âYou can leave here tomorrow.â And Paine nodded gratefully and closed his eyes.
He must have slept for a while, and now the doctor had gone, and the little room was mellow with twilight. There was a single dormer window that showed him, from where he lay, a half a dozen of the red-tiled Philadelphia rooftops. Beyond, a church steeple poked up against the gray sky, and as Tom Paine watched, the snow began to fall, clean, white, lazy flakes that drifted down faster and faster until a white curtain closed in the little window. The coals of a fire lay in the grate;