you’re lucky you’ve got Charm, Charlie, because he’s such a great jumper!”
I made myself smile back, but all I could think of was how much Apple would’ve loved jumping a whole course and how we never got the chance to try it.
Skye was really unsure about having a go and Sally promised her that no one has to do anything they don’t want to here at Pony Camp. “It’s no problem if you want to join in with Group A while we go out on the course,” she told her, then said to us all, “And if I don’t feel that some of you are ready to tackle cross country, I’ll ask you to join the other group.”
Ricosha and Tameka gave each other a worried look then, because they weren’t sure Sally would think they were ready. She’s going to decide who’s allowed to do it after tomorrow morning’s lesson, and I really hope she will let them join in. It’ll be way more fun if we can all do it together.
Oh, gotta go now. Ricosha’s saying that today’s dryer-uppers have finished (we’ve got a rota – I’m on it with Skye on Wednesday), and Millie and Skye have just come in to change ’cos we’re all going swimming!
Iâm snuggled up in bed with Frieda - writing this by the light of my torch!
Swimming was really fun and so was running back through the house in our towels, doing giant leaps so as not to make too many wet footprints. Then we had showers and Jody helped us dry our hair and made us all hot chocolate in the kitchen.
Millie and Skye are both asleep now, but we were all whispering for ages after lights out. Skye is still worried about doing the cross country and Millie was trying to tell her how great she did in the lesson this afternoon. I said something about how Skye shouldnât worry because sheâll easily manage the course, and suddenly everything seemed to go wrong.
âWell, Iâm sorry Iâm not as confident as you, Charlie!â she said in a grumbly voice, and then got up and marched off to the loo.
âWell done, Charlie,â Millie whispered.
âWhat did I say?â I hissed. âI only meant sheâs a really good rider.â
âWell, you said, âdonât be so silly, itâs easy-peasy !â like sheâs stupid for worrying.â
My stomach flipped over and I felt my face go burning hot. Had I really said that? âI didnât mean it that way,â I insisted.
When Skye came back I said sorry about my words coming out wrong, and how Iâd only meant it like sheâs a really good rider.
Luckily, she was OK about it â phew! Sheâs still not sure about doing the cross country, but sheâs going to think about it at least.
Goodnight!
Tuesday , Iâm quickly writing this before we get called down for lunch
Well, now I know for sure that Charm doesnât like me.
In our lesson we were working on the skills weâll need for the cross country. Me and Charm started off OK-ish, but when we were all practising our jumping position down the long side he took advantage of me not having as much control as usual and kept veering off the track on purpose. I was trying really hard, but he just wouldnât listen to me.
Sally didnât see it like that, though. I wish she didnât think Charm was so perfect, then she might stop blaming me for his mistakes. She called out, âCharlie, the more annoyed you get the less Charm is going to co-operate with youbecause he senses your tension. Breathe out, sit deep in the saddle and relax your arms and shoulders.â
I did it, but I felt embarrassed with everyone watching.
âThatâs better,â she said. âNow, start again.â I tried to stay relaxed, but I still felt upset after the lesson. Maybe thatâs why an awful thing happened in the Pony Care lecture. Something else came out of my mouth all wrong, like it did to Skye last night. Only this time it was to Jemima.
I wasnât going to write this down, but I canât seem to