get it out of my head. We were learning about grooming, standing in the barn with our ponies, copying what Lydia was showing us on Shine. As we were doing circles with our rubber curry combs, she said something like, âA good partnership in the manège or onthe cross-country course starts right here, girls. Spending time with your pony, talking to him or her, grooming and caring, all lay the foundations for your partnership while riding.â
Before she said that Iâd thought I was just brushing a pony, but then suddenly it felt like I was being disloyal to Apple. Jemima was next to me and she was cooing all over Mischief, telling him how gorgeous he was while she gently wiped his eyes with the special blue sponges in his grooming kit. I tried to ignore it, but she kept going on and on and on.
Then I started imagining Apple having her eyes wiped by Laura, her new owner, and I wondered if sheâs completely forgotten about me already. That made me feel really upset and thatâs when Jemima said, âCharlie, can I borrow your curry comb when youâve finished? Mischiefâs seems to be missing from his kit.â
Before I could stop myself, I snapped, âNo, you canât!â
Jemima just blinked at me in shock, her usual cheeky grin gone. I could feel my cheeks burning with embarrassment. I still canât believe I said that!
I didnât know what to do then, so I went round the other side of Charm where Jemima couldnât see me. After the lecture, I wanted to say sorry to her, but she walked off really fast, arm in arm with Skye, and now she wonât catch my eye.
Oh dear! Things just donât seem to be going very well for me at all.
At least Iâve got the cross country to look forward to. Weâre walking the course tomorrow, and then going out on our ponies for a practice. Iâm really keen to see what jumps weâll be doing and how high they are.
Gotta go â Jodyâs calling that lunch is ready.
I canât believe whatâs just happened!
My handâs shaking so much I can hardly write. Sally hasnât chosen me to do the cross country!
And worse still, everyone else in our group is doing it!
I feel so silly. I just assumed Iâd be taking part, and instead Iâll have to go in with the beginners tomorrow. I donât understand. Iâm about the most experienced rider here, with Millie and Jemima, anyway. I can easily manage a few cross-country fences!
Sally came in just when we were finishing lunch and made the announcement. I was sure thereâd been a mistake, so I hurried out after her. âDid you just say Iâm not doing the cross country?â I asked.
âYes,â she said, and carried on walking.
âBut why?â I gasped.
âBecause Iâm the instructor, and I donât think youâre ready,â she told me, still walking.
But I wouldnât give up. âSkyeâs allowed, and sheâs not that experienced, or confident!â
Sally sighed and said, âYou havenât been putting the effort in, Charlie. Youâre not focused enough.â
âBut Iâm one of the best riders here,â I argued.
âItâs not just about technical ability,â she said. âRidingâs about being a team with your pony. Cross country can be dangerous, and you need to have a good partnership.â
Huh! How unfair is that?!
âBut thatâs Charmâs fault,â I insisted. âHe doesnât listen to me. Heâd be better in a flash or drop noseband and a stronger bitâ¦â
Sally stopped in her tracks and looked me straight in the eye. I suddenly realized I wastalking back to an instructor and I felt a bit scared. âCharlie, the problem is not your pony,â she said sharply. âI know Charm. Heâs got a lovely nature and heâs very well mannered.â
âButâ¦â I began.
âCharlie,â she said again, cutting