her like a caress. âThatâs your style, after all.â
âMy style?â she managed, pissed that she could react to him so easily.
He closed the distance between them, brushing a wisp of hair back from her eye. The close proximity made it impossible to breathe. Sheâd played this moment over and over in her mind for years, and it had never gone this way. In her dreams, sheâd walked away. âYeah, baby. Your style. You run when things get rough.â
âIf youâre referring to four years agoâ¦â She raised her chin to meet his stare in the moonlight. âI left because you couldnât keep your dick in your pants. Thatâs about as rough as it gets.â
âShit, Mi,â he scoffed. âAt least be honest. Susan was a convenient reason. The out you were always looking for.â
âConvenient?â Even her worst imagined scenarios had started with him groveling. Having him try to turn the tables and lay blame at her feet was too much. Sheâd heard all she needed to hear and tried to push past him. âFuck you.â
He blocked her path toward the bar, scowling down at her. âWhatâs your problem?â
âMen. Well, you, specifically.â She was pissed, and even if he was almost a foot taller than her and had her by a good seventy pounds, one well-placed knee to his crotch would incapacitate him. Violence wasnât her forte, but if he pushed much more sheâd rethink that standpoint. She didnât feel threatened by him, and there was too much history between them. Even if it had gone south in the end.
Mentally shelving her kickboxing lessons, she settled for verbal sparring. âWhat do you want, Shawn?â
âAn explanation would be nice,â he pressed. âYou left without giving me a chance. Without a reason.â
âRight,â she scoffed. âNo reason at all. Is this where youâre going to tell me that I willed you to fuck my cousin so I could get away from small-town hell and its chains?â
âI didnât even know what you believed happened between Susan and me until years later.â
âThen stop playing stupid.â She tried to get past him again, but it was the equivalent of moving a brick wall. No such fucking luck. âYou know why I walked out.â
âI get why anyone else might walk away. But not with us. You didnât trust me enough to know that whatever you thought you saw or heard wasnât the truth.â
âI did trust you,â she rasped, furious at the emotion thickening her throat. Why wouldnât he leave it alone? âI did.â
âBut not enough?â
âWould you have believed anything differently?â
âYes.â
He said it with enough conviction that she almost believed him. âEasy to say when you werenât on the receiving end of the heartbreak.â
âYou not trusting me hurt. I canât tell you how much. But you didnât tell me that was why. You just left. Youâd wanted out of Dead End for as long as I can remember, and what you chose to believe happened between Susan and me was your ticket out.â
âWhether I wanted out or not, you gave me plenty of reason.â
âThatâs where youâre wrong,â he snapped. âThat night⦠was aâmisunderstanding.â
âHa! Thatâs rich.â She remembered that night so clearly it might as well have been four hours rather than four years ago. Coming home to find him in bed with her cousin⦠Sheâd clung to that hurt. Drawn on it through years of disappointment in the life sheâd hoped to find outside of Dead End. Now he was trying to tell her it hadnât been anything more than a reason to run? The devil on her shoulder kicked ass in that moment. Fuck him and his explanations. âI suppose youâre going to tell me you slipped and fell and accidentally put your dick in my
Carol Marrs Phipps, Tom Phipps