enemy.
âIâve been north before,â she repeated to Richard. âIâm not a soldier and Iâm not a spy. Iâm a traveler. Iâmjust trying to find a place to live, to find work⦠Iâve been there, Iâve done it before.â
âYes, I know, and I didnât think that it was a good idea then, and I think itâs a worse idea now.â
She touched his hand gently. She couldnât be afraid, and she couldnât let others be afraid for her. If she could only make her friends understand that it was almost as if she was being called to help. âRichard, itâs as if he knows me, as if heâs communicating with me through his mind. I donât know how to explain, but I dream that weâre walking through the White Houseâand heâs talking to me.â
Richard stood, paced the soft ground and paused again to look at her. âIf you want to go, you know that Iâll help you. I just want you to realize what a grave mistake youâre makingâabsolutely no pun intended.â He hesitated. âThis is home. This is Key West. This is where your mother came, and where you are accepted, and where you have friends. Itâs where Iâm based.â
Tara lifted her chin. âItâs where youâre based. Half of the time, youâre offâtrying to slip through the blockade. Speak of dangerous.â
âItâs what Iâm supposed to do,â he said quietly.
âYou never wanted the war,â she reminded him. âYou said from the beginning that there had to be a way to compromise, that we just needed to realize that slavery was archaic and the great plantation owners could begin a system of payments and schooling andââ
âI was an idiot,â he said flatly. âIn one thing, theworld will never change. Men will be blind when a systemâeven an evil oneâcreates their way of life, their riches and their survival. John Brown might have been a murdering fanatic, but in this, he could have been right.â He gazed off into the distance, a bemused look on his face. âThe state of Vermont abolished slavery long before your Mr. Lincoln thought of his emancipation proclamation. But do you think that rich farmers anywhere were thinking that theyâd have to pick their own cotton if such a law existed? Yes, it can happen, it will happen, butâ¦â
âYouâre saying the war is over, that weâve lostâbut you keep going out, running the blockade.â
He lifted his hands. âItâs what I have to doâ¦?. But! You donât have to. You are in a dangerous situation when you leave this place.â
âRichard! I donât walk around with a sign on my back with large printed letters that spell out b-a-s-t-a-r-d! â she said indignantly.
âNor do you have a sign that says Be Wary! Half Vampire! â Richard warned.
Tara was silence a minute. âAnd youâre my friend,â she murmured dryly.
He knelt back down by her in the bracken by the pines near the tiny spit of beach that stretched out along the causeway to the fort. âI am your friend. Thatâs why Iâm telling you this. You know Iâll take you aboard the Peace when you wishâ¦you know that. What Iâm trying to tell you is that every journey we make grows moredangerous. The South started the war with no navy, had to scrounge around and build like crazyâbeg, borrow and steal other shipsâand then count on blockade runners to carry supplies. My ship is good, but the noose is tightening on us, Tara.â
He was quiet for a minute, looking downward, and then he looked up at her again. âTara, Iâm saying this to you now, here alone. If I were heard, it might well be construed as that I was speaking as a traitor, and God help me, Iâd fight for my state, no matter what. Yet, every word weâve spoken here is the truth of it. The war is ending.
JJ Carlson, George Bunescu, Sylvia Carlson